free time

[johnstamoscore]

i find that ever since i've broken up with paige and quit my job, i end up doing the exact same things every day. i wake up, lounge around, take a shower, eat lunch, read, just generally fuck around. i've just got so much time on my hands, but i'm not entirely sure if it's a good thing. i gradually start running out of things to do in my house. i go stir crazy. i also clean everything in sight. virginia made an interesting point last night: she thinks that i'm an obsessive compulsive. after thinking about it for a while, i think she's right. however, i don't think i've got a serious case of it or anything, but i do have this thing where i keep things clean. if you'd see my jeep, though, you'd think otherwise. that shit is uncharacteristically dirty, for me. it's usually very clean. i just think that it's just the fact that i'm too lazy to clean it.

on another note:
i just wish that things weren't so far away from me. i know that this isn't a major problem or anything, but i just wish i were living in lafayette at the moment. i've got a whole month to go, pretty much. i want to start over with a clean slate and just live life for myself for once. i'm just ready for a new chapter in my life to begin. i just want to have fun and genuinely enjoy life, and i'm positive that i'm going to find it in lafayette. there's already things in the lafayette area that just makes me so happy, i imagine living there is just going to make it even better.

so here's to that.