May 12, 2008 18:35
SO AWESOME!! I somehow lucked out and got a new test date for staff! It worked out funny because I started the day with my section chief telling me it was a .05% chance of me getting a new date and it took him until I was on the bus coming home to call me and tell me the news. I have no room to complain but it is unfortunetly tommorrow at 7 am. I should of been more optimistic and continued to study, but really this shouldn't of happened. So I might do some light reading tonight and get a good night sleep to prep myself for tommorrow. Maybe my luck is turning around (FINALLY)...
Also sometimes (like today for instance) I get the feeling I have the social skills of a retarded monkey, but thats just me being emo. Le sigh..
It's hard to explain but since I got this second chance I'm even more determined to make a difference and make it this year. But that will draw questions and bitterness if my second chance got out, so its a very confusing feeling.
But maybe I'm just thinking too much into it.