I AM A COMPLETE FUCKUP
GOD DAMN IT!! I was SUPPOSED to test for staff today, but I misread the paper like a billion times thinking it said 1330. Instead at 12:59 I look at it again to see what room I'm supposed to go and it says 1300. I am all dressed and was just killing time before 1330. I am shaking out of aggravation/adrenaline because I just fucked up my entire year, all the anticipation I had all weekend to test and I fuck it up a the last second. Well, I guess I have to pass the torch to Ish, I hope you are responcibile enough to make your appointment. Even if you don't make staff if you make your appointment I will have mad respect.
My section chief said he will try to fight for another date with the shirt and commander, but that just doesn't happen. I mean I didn't study as hard as I could but it was important to see the test to understand its format for next year when I tested. This pushes everything off a year, basing it off of the fact I planned on making it this or next year, and maybe setting myself for tech if I felt the need.
Oh god the shit talking/making fun of me at work is just gonna be the suck. Mother fucker...
I think the only solution now is find a bar and drink until I forget about it. Happy Cinco De Mayo.
EDIT: So as Cinco De Mayo comes to a close, I definitely look back with a smile. How a day so horrible could have such a great ending xD. And to my utter surprise I was sober all day. What fun! xD xD xD
My section chief said he will try to fight for another date with the shirt and commander, but that just doesn't happen. I mean I didn't study as hard as I could but it was important to see the test to understand its format for next year when I tested. This pushes everything off a year, basing it off of the fact I planned on making it this or next year, and maybe setting myself for tech if I felt the need.
Oh god the shit talking/making fun of me at work is just gonna be the suck. Mother fucker...
I think the only solution now is find a bar and drink until I forget about it. Happy Cinco De Mayo.
EDIT: So as Cinco De Mayo comes to a close, I definitely look back with a smile. How a day so horrible could have such a great ending xD. And to my utter surprise I was sober all day. What fun! xD xD xD