rested
so now that i got things re-arranged in my house and are now set up to tattoo, a bit of th epost shop quitting stress has been put to rest.it was nice last night to not have to sit all night in a barren shop and or have to give away half the money made off of tattoos i did. i had someone that was supposed ot come get one lats night at the hous ebut to unseen circumstances he had to cancel which was kind of aggrivating cuz i needed the money but great for me to actually just kind of sit around and catch my breath for a night and relax.no one was here but me and the dog.i shut my ringer off so i could just kind of center myself and think things through for a bit.and oh yes GET SOME SLEEP!!!!!!!! woo hoo. i love sleep. i wish i could get more of it.went today and bought canvas so i could paint something for my drummers girl.still not sure what its gonna be yet i wasnt given much direction to go in but fuck it ill come up with something..lol i said but fuck......gonna cook a nice dinner for me and the boy.surf turf and gurf as he calls it which basically is shrimp, steak and marinated brussell sprouts.should be tasty or it will kill us who knows.i have people coming over everynight this week for tattoos so thats good in a sense of getting money but it doesnt leave me much time to do other things, but i will have time later.the girl is comingto get a tattooed friday as well so im excited i get to see her even if it is to cause her pain.lol.at least i get to leave a mark. im curious though as to what she wants to get .she always wants the strangest things in the strangest places.it makes me laugh to think about the night we tried to put something on her lip so it showed when she would pout.haha.her silly uniqueness is definately part of her charm.i dont care what she gets, it will be fun to see her and percy. i miss hanging out with them.only time will tell the tale of things to come. and imsure it will be an adventure either way in all aspects of life.i still make an effort daily to make someone laugh and or help at least one person in some way. granted my motives may be a little selfish cuz i do them to not only mak ethe other people smile or laugh but to make myself feel better about just being me and the fact that i am able to do these things.i want to go on vacation though. im trying to work out soemthing for a bahamas cruise with some dude i tattooed who is a travel agent. i think that would be fun.ive never really been anywhere.not for fun anyways.i heard about soem girl that used to hang out in the clubs i used to frequent getting brutally nurdered by her crazy ass boyfriend this weekend. apparently he stabbed her a bunch of times, let her bleed and suffer for a bit and then he hacked off her head with a samuraii sword.at least this is the story i have been told.that shit sucks.i really wonder what would drive someone to do that to someone they are supposed to be in love with.there would have to be some pretty extreme circumstances i think to get me to that point, and im not exactly sure what those circumstances would be.ive been hurt before to the point to where i did some pretty bad things, to myself, to other people to inanimate objects but never to the person who i was hurt by no matter how much i was hurting.i just dont understand it.its sad. but i guess without having such bad things happening in the world it really doesnt give us much to measure up against with how good some things really are.you cant have good without bad. no hot without cold. no love without hate.no up without down.and definately no pizza without cheese.and with that im off to bleed the lizard...or was that see the wizard? imnot sure...maybe both....................