Hurting but Better

[johnny19]

She was like an angel sent to earth , when she entered my world i was extremly happy. But i also began growing emotions for her.. which i knew was a bad idea. Well it turns out i was right it was a bad idea. A angel that good couldnt be with me. but i understand how she feels bc i have told people that before also that i cant like them bc i just dont in that way. I wished that it was different with this girl. but its not. so i will try my hardest to stop likein her and be friends with her still. In the end i think its the amount of love i have for her that will drive me to still be best friends with her. She was talkin to me last night trying to tell me that she isnt specail and stuff. Which are all lies. and i wanted to just be like shut up... Your the best girl in the world. well i still feel sad but im a little better. heres a poem to represent my feelings.

You came from above
I seen the light shine
I wished that we could be
But it was all in vain
Its really hard
Not to have feelings for you
Your truly aweamzing
But i wanna be true
And i would rather die
Then to lose you as a friend
Im sorry for everything
I wish I could change
As fast as a eagle
But its gonna take time
I <3 you alot
And I hope nothing ever
Changes to ruin our friendship.