I try my hardest but nothing ever works.

[johnny19]

So i was really happy yesterday, until a friend of mine decided that i was all of a sudden a jerk and doesnt deserve to be nice to. It all started when i playin on the keroke thing signing she walks in and sits down and was like what the hell are you doing ... like im an idiot or something funny how everyone includein me thought it was funny.. i guess when your not important enough its not funny oh well. sigh. then i offered to call her parents yes i said parents even tho i knew and i was so sorry and felt like an asshole.. and yet did she say oh its alright you didnt mean to i know... NO shes like MOM and made me feel 1000000000000 times worse... then from there out it just seemed like i was a worthless peice of shit that is only needed when its convient.. Well if you really wanna treat me that way i guess that i wont act like anything around you anymore..

The feeling i had yesterday night was the worst feeling i had in my entire life...

Again im sorry if i caused it i really didnt mean to say parents......

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