Nov 10, 2008 08:11
There's a lot going on right now. I probably should have been writing during that time. Since August......I have gotten sick with some mystery illness. I am not happy about all that. The stupid doctors want to send me for more bloodwork, even though they have sent me for four or five other ones. Get this, they are going to test me for the same damn things that they have already tested for. Yes, I know I ended that sentence with a preposition, but I don't really care, right now. However, I will later. I am going today to get that bloodtest, so I won't go into school.
My grandmother's really sick. We don't know how long she has, and I wish we did. I don't know why this would be better. We went to my grandparents' house yesterday for my grandfather's birthday. I hadn't seen my grandmother since her cancer came back two weeks ago. She has lost most of her hair, but has some color in her face. She's starting to sleep more and more, which is a sign that the cancer is progressing. She won't be in any pain, though. That's a good thing.
I feel like my depression has come back. It is not good. I am having horrible mood swings, and I don't even want to get out of bed. Everyone seems to be upset with me, and I feel like I can't do anything right. I hate this. I wish that pushing tab in this text box would give me an indentation for my paragraphs. I don't like writing them this way.