No playing crazy for me...
I didn't get cast in One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Oddly, I'm pretty okay with that, though. I mean, I really wanted to get into it, but looking into the future, having a break from theater doesn't sound like the worst thing in the world. I love it and all, but I've been involved in one show or another for almost the past year, and having some time to myself doesn't sound all that terrible. Although when I have time to myself, that gives me time to think, which isn't all that great, either. But having a break will make it worthwhile, I think.
But that's not going to stop me from auditioning for Troilus and Cressida next weekend. I just have to find time. Next weekend is going to be very busy for me, because we load in for Vamp on Sunday. That's going to be a long day.
I'm feeling kind of loserific today. I think it's because I spent quite a bit of time hanging out with the boy yesterday, because I went to see his latest show, Proof, and then went out for drinks with him. And yet, I still didn't have the balls to ask him to come to the anniversary dinner. Bah. I just wish it wasn't so hard for me to speak my mind and to not be paralyzed by my fear of rejection. I mean, he seems to like me enough, and had a good time at the wine tasting, but still. I'm just annoyed with myself, and I'll get over it eventually.
In related news, Proof is an amazing play! I can see what it won a Pulitzer.
I really don't have much else to say at the moment. I should go to bed because I have to get up early, but I don't really feel like it. Probably because I know this is going to be a hellish week at work, and I'm really not looking forward to it. Especially when my team lead is incredibly type A and is freaking out over some of the stuff I have to test, and I'm just not. In fact, I have no fear that everything I need to get done is going to get done. I'm having slight issues with my team lead anyway, though. I need her to stop being so smothering and treating me like I'm an idiot child. I *really* don't like that. I mean, I love my job for the most part, but there are times where I'm tempted to just say fuck it all. You know?
But that's not going to stop me from auditioning for Troilus and Cressida next weekend. I just have to find time. Next weekend is going to be very busy for me, because we load in for Vamp on Sunday. That's going to be a long day.
I'm feeling kind of loserific today. I think it's because I spent quite a bit of time hanging out with the boy yesterday, because I went to see his latest show, Proof, and then went out for drinks with him. And yet, I still didn't have the balls to ask him to come to the anniversary dinner. Bah. I just wish it wasn't so hard for me to speak my mind and to not be paralyzed by my fear of rejection. I mean, he seems to like me enough, and had a good time at the wine tasting, but still. I'm just annoyed with myself, and I'll get over it eventually.
In related news, Proof is an amazing play! I can see what it won a Pulitzer.
I really don't have much else to say at the moment. I should go to bed because I have to get up early, but I don't really feel like it. Probably because I know this is going to be a hellish week at work, and I'm really not looking forward to it. Especially when my team lead is incredibly type A and is freaking out over some of the stuff I have to test, and I'm just not. In fact, I have no fear that everything I need to get done is going to get done. I'm having slight issues with my team lead anyway, though. I need her to stop being so smothering and treating me like I'm an idiot child. I *really* don't like that. I mean, I love my job for the most part, but there are times where I'm tempted to just say fuck it all. You know?