It so lame
I really need to start being active like this past weekend. It felt really good to get things done as opposed to laying around finding excuses to not do anything. I have realized that being single carries alot of stuff i was not used to, for obvious reasons. For example, i really have no one to share my thoughts with or my personal feelings. When you become newly single, more often than not you lose your best friend. I think that is the most annoying thing for me right now. I really had one person i turned to and now i just kinda keep everything bottled up, which is probably not good for me.
I find myself wondering if i can meet a girl who will like the same things i like, which is probably why i am so annoyed. I guess being picky is one option, where as just hoping is another. It is not like it is all that important being that i have no desire to be in a relationship now. It is so much work and pressure to make someone else happy, but i am so mentally drained that i cannot feel that in me anymore. I am sure I will again one day, likely not sooner than later.
In the meantime i think i will try and find girls that like movies as going alone is way to loserish as a guy, at least to this guy it is. So, hopefully i can find girls that love movies so i can see some of these summer movies such as clerks II and a scanner darkly. Not to mention Pirates II, which is likely super awesome!
I dont know what else to say, i have a ton i feel like saying, but i dont know the words right now, as cliche as that may sound.
I find myself wondering if i can meet a girl who will like the same things i like, which is probably why i am so annoyed. I guess being picky is one option, where as just hoping is another. It is not like it is all that important being that i have no desire to be in a relationship now. It is so much work and pressure to make someone else happy, but i am so mentally drained that i cannot feel that in me anymore. I am sure I will again one day, likely not sooner than later.
In the meantime i think i will try and find girls that like movies as going alone is way to loserish as a guy, at least to this guy it is. So, hopefully i can find girls that love movies so i can see some of these summer movies such as clerks II and a scanner darkly. Not to mention Pirates II, which is likely super awesome!
I dont know what else to say, i have a ton i feel like saying, but i dont know the words right now, as cliche as that may sound.