Nov 22, 2005 12:03
Sweet lady of mine, where has thou heart gone,
Once upon a time we made love seem so easy,
Days have passed and now i dont see you as my own,
Im lost without you and it hurts when they see me.
Tears find me and make me something else,
Pain fills my heart and squeezes it dry,
No other soul knows this agony i've felt,
No where to turn and no where to hide.
Why cant i seem to ajust to my life,
Thoughts of not living is better than now,
One point you were surely to be my wife,
No way to escape, just manage without.
Betrayed by a sidewinder that stole my faith,
Hit by the waves over and over again,
Why should i search for answers these days?
Its pointless and i know i simply cannot win.
Living in a blank state of mind,
Spiraling inside, but hiding it well,
Ignore yourself enough to make yourself blind,
Ignorance is truly blissful as i dwell.
Alone.
I truly hope no one has to feel how i feel,
Just ignore your life for a short time and hopefully you can deal.