Game Over In Life
....this is the worse day I've had sence I got raped!.......but it was all my fault why I'm so depressed and pissed......I broke up w/ Keith....and not long after that...I saw it was a mistake........but I had to......I...I didn't want to bring him down because of my problems...........that's just it....it's always MY problems...never anyone else.............I'm so fuckin' selfish!!!!!!!!! Only thinking of my own god damn self!!!!! Never anyone else!!!!
I lost someone that I loved so much......but with everything that's been going on.........I couldn't live with myself if I snapped and got pissed off at him or anyone else!............Why I broke up with him?............might of been home....or just me......it was never him.............I'm still crying....because not long after I hung up with him.......did I relize I just did the most stupidest thing in my life!!!!!
I'M SO FUCKIN' STUPID FOR NOT LOOKING AND RELIZING EVERYTHING!!!!! I WAS HAPPY WITH KEITH!!! BUT YET I COULDN'T EVEN SEE IT! I COULDN'T SEE SOMETHING SO GOOD RIGHT IN MY FACE!!!! ALL OVER PROBLEMS AT HOME!!!!
......Why I'm I this way??????? I'm so damn selfish and stupid...............he was everything to me...and I through it all away.........for nothing at all............
I'm not a perfect person,
As many thing I wish I didn't do,
But I can tell your learning,
I never ment to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know,
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is You.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday,
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish I could take it all away,
And be the one who catches all your tears,
That's why I need you to hear,
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
I'm not a perfect person,
I never ment to do those thing to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know!
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is you,
I found a reason to show,
A side of me you didn't know,
A reason for all that I do,
And the reason is You.
I'm such a fool.......
I lost someone that I loved so much......but with everything that's been going on.........I couldn't live with myself if I snapped and got pissed off at him or anyone else!............Why I broke up with him?............might of been home....or just me......it was never him.............I'm still crying....because not long after I hung up with him.......did I relize I just did the most stupidest thing in my life!!!!!
I'M SO FUCKIN' STUPID FOR NOT LOOKING AND RELIZING EVERYTHING!!!!! I WAS HAPPY WITH KEITH!!! BUT YET I COULDN'T EVEN SEE IT! I COULDN'T SEE SOMETHING SO GOOD RIGHT IN MY FACE!!!! ALL OVER PROBLEMS AT HOME!!!!
......Why I'm I this way??????? I'm so damn selfish and stupid...............he was everything to me...and I through it all away.........for nothing at all............
I'm not a perfect person,
As many thing I wish I didn't do,
But I can tell your learning,
I never ment to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know,
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is You.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday,
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish I could take it all away,
And be the one who catches all your tears,
That's why I need you to hear,
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
And the reason is You!
I'm not a perfect person,
I never ment to do those thing to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know!
I found a reason for me,
To change who I use to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is you,
I found a reason to show,
A side of me you didn't know,
A reason for all that I do,
And the reason is You.
I'm such a fool.......