Hey Emily, I hope you read this
This livejournal shit needs to stop. All its going to do is make us hate eachother. That can't happen, thats the last thing I want. I want to be your friend through this. I want to talk on the phone again, so whenever your ready call me. I'll do everything in my power not to frustrate you. I don't want a Lisa and Phil breakup. I've really been attempting to move on since yesterday, and I'm going to keep trying. Its just hard for me to know what to do. I'm afraid that over time, I'll meet a girl and something might happen. I don't want you to hate me for it, and I don't want to have to tell you in a few months or whatever, that I've kissed, messed around or whatever. I want to be your friend right now, I want you to be able to count on me and talk to me during this hard time in your life. I just hope that maybe someday you will love me like you once did again, and we can be happy together again. I'm confident that we can make that happen, but if you need time, I'm going to have to deal with that. I just really want to start talking to you again. These past few days have been ripping me appart inside, and if I go on like this, I'm afraid of what I might do to myself, because trust me, its crossed my mind so many times in the last week. I don't want to ever have those thoughts again, and I know if we can at least be friends through this it will be better not only for me, but you as well. I'm not going to call you, but I really antruly hope you can call me, all I want is to talk to you, I think I can be happy again if we can just do that. These angry LiveJournal evtries are only going to tear apart whatever relationship we have left at this point. Please call me, not matter what the time, whether its 3PM or AM, I don't care, I'de do anything just to hear your voice on a regular basis again. I'm sorry if I've said things that have hurt you on here, I wasn't thinking straight when I posted them. We need to be friends again. Know that I love you, and that I'm waiting anxiously to hear your voice again.