Feeling Good
Ok well not much news here just happy to be off on a Saturday finally. You would think being the supervisor I would get the better schedule but it does not work that way or else I'm just stupid. Anyway just happy to be away from work after the worst week in a long time their. The combining of two offices was horrible, not sure I'm going to like it but will have just deal with it.
Well, saw Brokeback for the 40th time this week the last night it closed at Tinseltown but now it is at the dollar theater. Not sure if I'm going to go and see there or not since I usually don't like the crowd of people at Dollar theater they just do not have manners it seems. Oh, well I'm sure the temptation to see on a big screen will lure me to it.
I miss talking to friends and I miss talking with people that are not on the internet. Yeah, I have spent a great deal of time on the Brokeback forums and stuff and finally last night re-visited gay.com it was like a homecoming all these guys wanting to know what I was up too. Thought I had some super sex thing going on when sex is the furtherst thing on my mind lately. Oh well, they are the same and I realzie they are all screwed up no matter how much I try and talk to them. Although the two young guys well they are not young now who I introduced to each other about 3 years ago on Gay.com emailed me and said they are still together and very happy. They also invited me to dinner in a month so that was nice. They are such sweet guys. I love it when people are happy and in-love. I question daily if I ever really felt that passion for one person. I do feel I love a lot of people in different ways but I really do not think I loved anyone the way Ennis and Jack loved each other. Yes, I have had incredible sex and have had moments where I miss someone terribly but it is more of a missing due to the fact I just have not talked to them or miss seeing them. But, it never coincides with sex and seeing them. Some of the people I care most about in the world I could not even imagine having sex with. Oh I know just a fucked up Joe again. Such as it may be. I am feeling good having the day off and relaxing and so forth. Well, off to Niagra Falls for the day may jump in who knows. Not really but it is the one place that almost always makes me feel good. Well, besides the ALPS but I cannot easily get to Switzerland today so Niagra Falls will do. Hope everyone is well and remember love is out there we just have to find it. Joe
Well, saw Brokeback for the 40th time this week the last night it closed at Tinseltown but now it is at the dollar theater. Not sure if I'm going to go and see there or not since I usually don't like the crowd of people at Dollar theater they just do not have manners it seems. Oh, well I'm sure the temptation to see on a big screen will lure me to it.
I miss talking to friends and I miss talking with people that are not on the internet. Yeah, I have spent a great deal of time on the Brokeback forums and stuff and finally last night re-visited gay.com it was like a homecoming all these guys wanting to know what I was up too. Thought I had some super sex thing going on when sex is the furtherst thing on my mind lately. Oh well, they are the same and I realzie they are all screwed up no matter how much I try and talk to them. Although the two young guys well they are not young now who I introduced to each other about 3 years ago on Gay.com emailed me and said they are still together and very happy. They also invited me to dinner in a month so that was nice. They are such sweet guys. I love it when people are happy and in-love. I question daily if I ever really felt that passion for one person. I do feel I love a lot of people in different ways but I really do not think I loved anyone the way Ennis and Jack loved each other. Yes, I have had incredible sex and have had moments where I miss someone terribly but it is more of a missing due to the fact I just have not talked to them or miss seeing them. But, it never coincides with sex and seeing them. Some of the people I care most about in the world I could not even imagine having sex with. Oh I know just a fucked up Joe again. Such as it may be. I am feeling good having the day off and relaxing and so forth. Well, off to Niagra Falls for the day may jump in who knows. Not really but it is the one place that almost always makes me feel good. Well, besides the ALPS but I cannot easily get to Switzerland today so Niagra Falls will do. Hope everyone is well and remember love is out there we just have to find it. Joe