im just not happy here.

Sep 11, 2004 23:12

it's been a while. i only wish this could of been avoided.

it started tonight with a call from dana murphy, inviting me to her house to watch movies with tiff, sara, and at some point ben. at some point through the first movie (in and out; a comedy promoting the homosexual, "funny girl"-watching stereotype, although very funny) i picked up her ( Read more... )

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sarawithnoh September 12 2004, 08:10:00 UTC
sam. dana, tiff and I are sitting here crying. because, you are amazing. we love you. alot. we can't really express it just in words.... ben just said we should go rescue you. i wish we could. ben also says that you can come and crash with him anytime. or any of us for that matter. we are all here for you, and we are so happy you talked to your dad. we hope everything turns out ok.

ben: "vive la resistance!!!"

i don't know if thats how you spell it.

WE LOVE YOU SSOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!

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danablueiloveu September 12 2004, 11:39:48 UTC
sam, i was reading this out loud to tiff, ben, and sara and i could barely get through it because i started crying. you never cease to amaze me sam. every time i think i've got you figured out, you reveal a whole different side of yourself to me that shows me what an incredible person you are(i know it sounds cliche, but it's true). i hope that this can be the turning point in your realationship with your parents because you should NOT have to deal with her shit anymore. you don't deserve it, at all. and i'm so happy that you got a chance to really talk to your dad, and i hope that he can be on your side with this. you are loved and respected by many and you have tons of people who would be completely willing to help you out anytime.

bottom line, i fucking love you. you are incredible.

<3 Dana

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alis_dashboard September 12 2004, 15:53:09 UTC
sam. i love you.

i dont think theres much else to say. except that i am always here for you, but i know you already know that. i care alot more about you than you seem to think i do. honestly.

you're definitely one freakishly amazing person. good freakishly, but the extent that your amazingness reaches is SO vast that it becomes a freakish phenomenon. and its amazing. i admire you.

i would spend time with you any day, and i dont think i could get tired of you. you're full of things to love and layers to be amazed by.

and im corny.

but i definitely care. <3
call me soon, samuel. we should talk.

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bigred87 September 12 2004, 18:09:08 UTC
I only just found out on Friday night the top layers of what you are experiencing with your parents...but I'm here for you Sam, and I think that you are one very, very special person.

I love you and hope that your stars will change for the better.

Take care and always remember to be positive.

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blueseagoddess September 12 2004, 18:22:16 UTC
Dearest Sam-
Thank you for writing that. I am so proud of you.
Love from Pen

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