Jul 29, 2011 13:03
i've been sick for a couple days. i haven't been sleeping well lately. the funny thing about depression is that it often has very little to do with the state of your life, or maybe it's your inner life, not your outer life.
life is a continuum, by definition a stream of consciousness. like a stock ticker that is on random, endlessly spitting out observations, desires, contradictory reactions to experiences.
i cannot sit still. i have a bajillion ideas that keep pushing to the front. most of them are pointless. sometimes it's like i have no filter and no way to stay on track. part of the reason i have difficulty sleeping is that this is still going on when i try to sleep.
/end of initial ADD transmission