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Yuck, i feel like shit. Throat is swollen more than its ever been in m y life... takin antibioticsfrom the river after hours clinic.
Missed 2 classes yesterday but i was able to turn in my homework n get them datestamped for their mailboxes. I emailed both profs and one class no big deal; other class a HUGE deal. We have an exam in there next class and she advised me to get notes from a fellow classmate which i wil try on tues, but cheryl is never in the other class; she skips it all the time.
While on the phone last night doing the routine pillow talk w/ h, she said she was going to let me go, so i said i luv you only to hear 'bye' and click. NOT GOOD. Is it that fucking hard to tell someone 'i love you'?? I tried to call her back after a minute but i got her voicemail... i was too hurt to leave a message so i stayed awake wondering what i did/said etc etc come to find out shes stuck on the notion that since ive told her b4 that i would NEVER cheat, i am merely reassuring myself im not a cheater. THATS why she was being that way and she assured me its a security issue. cmon! I luv h w/ all my heart and was expressing that to her which obviously hurt her to the point that she couldnt tell me three simple words b4 going to sleep. Did it hurt? YES. Am i going to make a big deal out of it? NO. I justfeel like if shes in a crabby mood, she looks for scapegoats to excuse her inappropriate behavior so it will be easier for us to disregard disputes.
Jen came by, i loaned her the monthly $20. She got a traffic ticket which is going to set her back financially but thats her fault. Was hoping to go to cams play last night but ended up going to the dr office instead.. tonsillitis. Havent had that in years i used to get it all the time as a kid.
Jodie called to tell me she can get us tix to vegas and to cancel the res. we already made via yahoo. IF she wouldve said something different a month ago i wouldve gone through Champion air, but she didnt sound too reassuring at that point in time. Now she wants us to go through her airline which isnt going to happen; its too risky considering The trip is only 2 1/2 weeks away! Maybe over the Summer time but NOT when we are this close to the date of departure. I appreciate her hospitality, but why didnt she say n e thing b4 her recurrent training? She actually said it would be better if we went through the internet cuz wed be flying standby (which i will agree is risky) I just cant wait to get there
Missed 2 classes yesterday but i was able to turn in my homework n get them datestamped for their mailboxes. I emailed both profs and one class no big deal; other class a HUGE deal. We have an exam in there next class and she advised me to get notes from a fellow classmate which i wil try on tues, but cheryl is never in the other class; she skips it all the time.
While on the phone last night doing the routine pillow talk w/ h, she said she was going to let me go, so i said i luv you only to hear 'bye' and click. NOT GOOD. Is it that fucking hard to tell someone 'i love you'?? I tried to call her back after a minute but i got her voicemail... i was too hurt to leave a message so i stayed awake wondering what i did/said etc etc come to find out shes stuck on the notion that since ive told her b4 that i would NEVER cheat, i am merely reassuring myself im not a cheater. THATS why she was being that way and she assured me its a security issue. cmon! I luv h w/ all my heart and was expressing that to her which obviously hurt her to the point that she couldnt tell me three simple words b4 going to sleep. Did it hurt? YES. Am i going to make a big deal out of it? NO. I justfeel like if shes in a crabby mood, she looks for scapegoats to excuse her inappropriate behavior so it will be easier for us to disregard disputes.
Jen came by, i loaned her the monthly $20. She got a traffic ticket which is going to set her back financially but thats her fault. Was hoping to go to cams play last night but ended up going to the dr office instead.. tonsillitis. Havent had that in years i used to get it all the time as a kid.
Jodie called to tell me she can get us tix to vegas and to cancel the res. we already made via yahoo. IF she wouldve said something different a month ago i wouldve gone through Champion air, but she didnt sound too reassuring at that point in time. Now she wants us to go through her airline which isnt going to happen; its too risky considering The trip is only 2 1/2 weeks away! Maybe over the Summer time but NOT when we are this close to the date of departure. I appreciate her hospitality, but why didnt she say n e thing b4 her recurrent training? She actually said it would be better if we went through the internet cuz wed be flying standby (which i will agree is risky) I just cant wait to get there