May 16, 2006 22:43
=Take a look at your LJ friends list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends=
=DO NOT state who these people are=
=DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation"=
1. When you left, I never really told you how much I'd miss you. I never visited you. I never talk to you. I kind of let you drop out of my life, and for that I'm so sorry. You are an amazing human and even all this time later, I still think of you as a really good friend. I hope you're better now than the last time I saw you.
2. I love you, and I think you know that. I have loved you since the day I met you, and probably always will. I would do anything for you, now and forever.
3. I have had a crush on you for a LONG time. WAY too long. But the thing is, I'm too shy to actually do anything about it. I wish you'd get a hint and make a move on me, because I'm too timid to ever do anything about it at all. You're so beautiful... I just want you to know :)
4. I wish I wouldn't have screwed things up with us by pushing things too fast. Aftewards, I never felt like we were as close of friends as we could have been, and now you're so far away and I can't explain it but I miss you to death. I can't wait for you to come back... though you're going to have so many people who want to see you who I'm sure are much are closer to you than I am... I hope you can make some time for me.
5. Our relationship is so complicated... but, then again, it always has been. The truth of the matter is, though, that sometimes I miss you so much I can't stand it. Sometimes I feel like one of the biggest mistakes of my life was letting you slip away, and letting our relationship deteriorate. You're a beautiful, amazing person... and even now I love spending time with you.
6. I HATE you. I'm nice enough to your face, but secretly I wish you'd die a slow, painful, agonizing death. You are the loath of my life and my sworn enemy. Go to hell, you piece of shit, and one great resounding "FUCK YOU" in your general direction.
7. I like it when we hook up. A LOT. You are WAY too good at what you do. We should really do it more often. Seriously.
8. I'm sorry I've fucked up your life so much. I've done so many terrible things to you, I don't even know how to begin apologizing for them... please forgive me?
9. I didn't like you in high school. You thought we were good friends, but I was just being as fake-nice as you were being to me. You are a fake person and everyone in the world could see through it. I hope for your sake you're different now.
10. I've really missed you, even though we're both in the same city at the same college. We don't spend enough time together, and man do I miss the good old days of our countless hours staying up, hanging out and having fun.