bored like whoah
You know those nights where you are so interested in being entertained but everyone seems boring, but you know it is only because you yourself are being boring. I'm having one of those nights, and I'm feeling lonely again...badly.
I went to work today at wendys. it was damn cold. I premiered my awesome earflap hat to try to keep warm. We found out Val is getting transfered to perinton, but only for like a month hopefully. Anyways, all day at work I had been dreaming and planning out this awesome bath. My muscles were all sore and my back hurt like CRAZY today. So I went tanning and to wegmans and got bubble bath and then I took an awesome bath. I got a lot of orange and mango cented things, because i borrowed Teresas mango scrub and body butter stuff. I smell nice and I got real relaxed and things.
So then I went to bowling and bowled terrible as usual. When we got there Chris was in such a good mood, then belke and jamie showed up and his good mood was gone. It was awesome to see corey robinson though! I just still adore that kid, I guess they are having a party the 16th, so I will so be there!
So then I got home, and there was an envelope on the cutting board from stony brook, and for a fleeting second I thought it was the night I got to tell everyone "O I was officially accepted to stony brook!" but no, it was a note saying they heard I was interested and that I should apply....UMMMM...I ALREADY APPLIED!!! AND sent my transcript. I e-mailed them to be like umm, you have it, right? So now I'm all anxious and upset and frusterated. arg
So I've been talking to Brandi a lot, I really do think she is just nice and nothing funny. She and Tim have both been on my "main entertaining conversations lately"...she wanted to be included on my logged memories. Tim's gift is in the making, its uhhh, not the most professional looking thing ever, but it's made with love. He interstalked me to find my LJ, so I don't know if he is going to read this, and if he is he will just have to read the reality of whats going on. DISCLAIMER! actually disclaimer to everyone.
It was so wierd, until like..a week and a half ago I have had almost no sex drive, I hadn't had an orgasm for like...over two months. it was so odd. Lately it's returned to some extent, it's just felt...anxiety ridden lately. I think it's because I don't want to be alone anymore. ehhh being lonely is terrible. I need some cuddle like you wouldn't believe.
I don't know what else to say. I don't know how else I am feeling
I went to work today at wendys. it was damn cold. I premiered my awesome earflap hat to try to keep warm. We found out Val is getting transfered to perinton, but only for like a month hopefully. Anyways, all day at work I had been dreaming and planning out this awesome bath. My muscles were all sore and my back hurt like CRAZY today. So I went tanning and to wegmans and got bubble bath and then I took an awesome bath. I got a lot of orange and mango cented things, because i borrowed Teresas mango scrub and body butter stuff. I smell nice and I got real relaxed and things.
So then I went to bowling and bowled terrible as usual. When we got there Chris was in such a good mood, then belke and jamie showed up and his good mood was gone. It was awesome to see corey robinson though! I just still adore that kid, I guess they are having a party the 16th, so I will so be there!
So then I got home, and there was an envelope on the cutting board from stony brook, and for a fleeting second I thought it was the night I got to tell everyone "O I was officially accepted to stony brook!" but no, it was a note saying they heard I was interested and that I should apply....UMMMM...I ALREADY APPLIED!!! AND sent my transcript. I e-mailed them to be like umm, you have it, right? So now I'm all anxious and upset and frusterated. arg
So I've been talking to Brandi a lot, I really do think she is just nice and nothing funny. She and Tim have both been on my "main entertaining conversations lately"...she wanted to be included on my logged memories. Tim's gift is in the making, its uhhh, not the most professional looking thing ever, but it's made with love. He interstalked me to find my LJ, so I don't know if he is going to read this, and if he is he will just have to read the reality of whats going on. DISCLAIMER! actually disclaimer to everyone.
It was so wierd, until like..a week and a half ago I have had almost no sex drive, I hadn't had an orgasm for like...over two months. it was so odd. Lately it's returned to some extent, it's just felt...anxiety ridden lately. I think it's because I don't want to be alone anymore. ehhh being lonely is terrible. I need some cuddle like you wouldn't believe.
I don't know what else to say. I don't know how else I am feeling