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i've been home for two days and am already bored enough to post on LJ. how sad is that?
school is out for about a month and it's no secret that i'm not very happy about it. i'm a very unoriginal person and it puts me off when i have to completely change my routine. plus i think i'm a bit of a sociaphobe (sp?) because i'm very uncomfortable in strange setting or when meeting new people. that said, it does not bode well for me that i have few friends left in this area - yet another reminder of how far behind i've fallen in life.
the christmas party was yesterday - so that was a bright spot in all this. dinner was amazing, the entertainment was alright and the open bar was actually probably a little too nice. needless to say the next morning/day was not exactly a period that i'm very proud of myself for - and you better believe my father won't ever let me forget about it either.
i start back up at my old job tomorrow. i'll probably be working ridiculous hours again, so it should be a nice distraction. apparently some of the office staff there hate me already, but i'm going to try to not let that bother me.
no change on the dating front. i stopped trying a long time ago, but a friend actually advised me that i need to be even MORE apathetic. i'm not sure being apathetic is something you can really try for, but i'm going to give it a shot. i'm sick of trying to impress girls anyway and it's not like i'm making any progress. it'd just be nice to be the one that's being chased for a change, but whatev - i've made it this long without anybody caring about me so i'm sure i'll survive another month, year, decade, however long it takes.
anyway, that's my life in a not-so-concise nutshell. sounds kinda bleak, but i think that's just because i'm in a bad mood right now. i promise i'm really not that gloomy of a person, but if you know me then you should already know that. and now i'm rambling....good night, everyone.
school is out for about a month and it's no secret that i'm not very happy about it. i'm a very unoriginal person and it puts me off when i have to completely change my routine. plus i think i'm a bit of a sociaphobe (sp?) because i'm very uncomfortable in strange setting or when meeting new people. that said, it does not bode well for me that i have few friends left in this area - yet another reminder of how far behind i've fallen in life.
the christmas party was yesterday - so that was a bright spot in all this. dinner was amazing, the entertainment was alright and the open bar was actually probably a little too nice. needless to say the next morning/day was not exactly a period that i'm very proud of myself for - and you better believe my father won't ever let me forget about it either.
i start back up at my old job tomorrow. i'll probably be working ridiculous hours again, so it should be a nice distraction. apparently some of the office staff there hate me already, but i'm going to try to not let that bother me.
no change on the dating front. i stopped trying a long time ago, but a friend actually advised me that i need to be even MORE apathetic. i'm not sure being apathetic is something you can really try for, but i'm going to give it a shot. i'm sick of trying to impress girls anyway and it's not like i'm making any progress. it'd just be nice to be the one that's being chased for a change, but whatev - i've made it this long without anybody caring about me so i'm sure i'll survive another month, year, decade, however long it takes.
anyway, that's my life in a not-so-concise nutshell. sounds kinda bleak, but i think that's just because i'm in a bad mood right now. i promise i'm really not that gloomy of a person, but if you know me then you should already know that. and now i'm rambling....good night, everyone.