Give me a break for once!!

Dec 02, 2004 13:27

Well kiddoes, its that time again. Time to unleash the credit card demons and send yourself down a hole that will take you a while to climb out of. Moderate yourselves people, don't go all out just because you have a visa. Anyways, with that out of the way i can get on with it.
The days have grown colder here in El.Centro, driving to work in the morning has become an exodus of sorts because i dont have a top on my jeep...god i need a new car. I want to buy that bronce that is sitting in the dirt lot next to the gym...it just sits there and the guy wants $1500.00 for it. It has no AC though, that could be a problem, but hey ive been driving the jeep around for a while and i really havnt had any complaints...except for a sweaty back once in a while in which case it was Racha doin the complainin :-P
Its time to move on though, even if the jeep was my very first car and id hate to see it go. There is always a bond between a person and their first car...its a branch of their character...which really isnt that good in the first place because i have really trashed (and been trashed by) that jeep.
On a more serious note, my family thinks i am crazy...but its not like ive given them any real reason to think otherwise. Done some crazy things in the past...ruined a few relationships that way...so maybe i am crazy. At least ive got one with a cool long name...Disassociative Psychosis...sounds better than ADD thats for sure. Ive also got ringworm...but thats going away. So now just to set my mind at ease (hopefully without the use of mind altering drugs) i am going to have bi weekly appointments with..get this...doctor Lie until we get to the bottom of this. honestly, if i were to be dignosed with this it would probably expalain a few things that i have been doing. I had a terrible problem with trust because i had such a low self esteem...maybe going to the doc will unearth something deeper...i hope i figure this out because if i am crazy...the last thing i want to do is jump into a career where every time i go to work and enter a stressful situation i could possibly disassociate myself...its a big decision.
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