Needing
Sunday October 1, 2006
JOURNAL
Dreams? I had so many that I can not remember all the details but of only of who was in them.
What I am comforted about is that I saw my baby again and that was a blessing.
I invited my sisters to church today and they came, it was so exciting to see them and their families and also to hear that wonderful sermon. GOD is really going to move in their lives and I just hope I can support them as much as I can. Also I know that I am going to need them also in this last quarter of the year as it will many firsts (events) without my RILEY.
I also am going to be committed to my weight loss efforts and just do what I need to. So tomorrow I will walk for 30 minutes, I will drink 8 cups of water, I will journal my food.
PHYSICAL
Breakfast: Menudo, corn tortillas
Lunch: 2 Slice Pizza, 2 mini chocolate candies
Dinner: Roast, potato, tortilla, 2 snow ball cakes
Snack: 2 snow ball cakes
Exercise: None
Journal: I know I need to get in some exercise but today I was just too lazy
Daily readings: W=314.1 BS=246
EMOTIONAL
Forgive: My emotional self
Journal: Yesterday, and today, I ate unconsciously, I mean my emotions ruled me. I went to a funeral and seeing the mother of this young man, crying with so much pain, brought be back to March and how I also hurt. But also feelings of regret, that my baby did not even get to experience (grow up) the things this young man did. I know I should feel this way but still it hurt.
Give: I will myself time to grieve for all things missed.
SPIRITUAL
Prayer: Heavenly Father, again I am needing your comforting arms around me, so that I may know that all things are the way you want them. Father, my life is yours, help me to be your servant and help others when I can and always to seek your will.
Heavenly Father, I miss my son RILEY so very much, and yet I know he’s ok. Please Father any sign that you can give me to assure me, I will listen. Again I thank you Father for letting me see RILEY in my dreams.
For all this I pray in your son’s name JESUS CHRIST, Amen.
Gods Word: Daniel
MENTAL
Appointments: Church service at MVRC
Calls to Make: None
Letters to write/fax/email: Update
Things to do: Homework
Define the dream/ Journal: For school, do homework & reading. For weight, journal food, exercise.
JOURNAL
Dreams? I had so many that I can not remember all the details but of only of who was in them.
What I am comforted about is that I saw my baby again and that was a blessing.
I invited my sisters to church today and they came, it was so exciting to see them and their families and also to hear that wonderful sermon. GOD is really going to move in their lives and I just hope I can support them as much as I can. Also I know that I am going to need them also in this last quarter of the year as it will many firsts (events) without my RILEY.
I also am going to be committed to my weight loss efforts and just do what I need to. So tomorrow I will walk for 30 minutes, I will drink 8 cups of water, I will journal my food.
PHYSICAL
Breakfast: Menudo, corn tortillas
Lunch: 2 Slice Pizza, 2 mini chocolate candies
Dinner: Roast, potato, tortilla, 2 snow ball cakes
Snack: 2 snow ball cakes
Exercise: None
Journal: I know I need to get in some exercise but today I was just too lazy
Daily readings: W=314.1 BS=246
EMOTIONAL
Forgive: My emotional self
Journal: Yesterday, and today, I ate unconsciously, I mean my emotions ruled me. I went to a funeral and seeing the mother of this young man, crying with so much pain, brought be back to March and how I also hurt. But also feelings of regret, that my baby did not even get to experience (grow up) the things this young man did. I know I should feel this way but still it hurt.
Give: I will myself time to grieve for all things missed.
SPIRITUAL
Prayer: Heavenly Father, again I am needing your comforting arms around me, so that I may know that all things are the way you want them. Father, my life is yours, help me to be your servant and help others when I can and always to seek your will.
Heavenly Father, I miss my son RILEY so very much, and yet I know he’s ok. Please Father any sign that you can give me to assure me, I will listen. Again I thank you Father for letting me see RILEY in my dreams.
For all this I pray in your son’s name JESUS CHRIST, Amen.
Gods Word: Daniel
MENTAL
Appointments: Church service at MVRC
Calls to Make: None
Letters to write/fax/email: Update
Things to do: Homework
Define the dream/ Journal: For school, do homework & reading. For weight, journal food, exercise.