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My Bum Hurts
I'm so tired of doin nothing. I sit in this 'comfy chair' and now my butt hurts. But I'm so tired when I get up, I'm out of breath before I take a step. I know, I should move around to increase my activity tolerence, but I can barely hold my head up during the day and at night, all I can think of is going back to sleep. Writing doesn't help 'cause ( Read more... ) -
My Husband Snores Like a Freight Train
OK, so I got a CPAP for my sleep apnea. Joel is supposed to have one, but did he get it? NOOOOOOO! Oh, but I have to use mine. I'm not even working now, so it's pretty much moot, but he won't use it. So he snores. I had to sleep in the Girl's room last night because I couldn't take anymore snoring ( Read more... ) -
Another Unproductive Weekend
Still looking for a job, but I've resigned mysef to the fact I may never be able to work steady again. I've actually taken to selling stuff on e-bay and Craigslist. I'e got a bunch of clothes to go to Goodwill and/or the Salation Army. I have so many things. Weird , how they accumulated. I think they were important when I got them, but now, ( Read more... ) -
The Invader in our Basement
I don't remember if I mentioned it in a previous post, but our basement leaks ... and it's carpeted. The carpet is soggy most of the time (it seems to rain a lot here) and it'll cost thousands to fix --- which we don't have because I don't have a job. Anyway, the carpet stays damp and today, I noticed in the corner where the dog cage is, as I was ( Read more... ) -
MRI Today
I had an MRI this morning. It was an interesting process. I was afraid of freaking out in the thing, but I didn't and managed to lie perfectly still. I won't have the results for several days. It's an odd feeling, to be confused and disoriented when I've been used to being in control of everything. Perhaps it's God's way of teaching me humility ( Read more... ) -
Still Missing in Action
Well, I was fired again from another job. I suck, obviously. Since I fell out, I hae severe short-term memory loss. The CPAP didn't help. The doctor has put me on antidepressants. I acted the fool at the sleep doctor's office by crying and they sent me over to my PCP and he ordered these patch thingies that are supposed to help me. I've worn ( Read more... ) -
Well, That was Pointless
I had a long, large post written and it just vanished when I went to post it. I've already forgotten what I said. I think it has something to do with my being hounded at work. I still don't have my CPAP. It takes an act of God to get one, apparently. I've been trying for three weeks. Still don't have it I'm so utterly exhausted all the time ( Read more... ) -
Job Changes
I need a new job.
They're trying to get rid of me where I am now because I can't remember things easily since I got sick. It's ok though: Life goes on and then it ends. None of us are getting out of here alive anyway.
I've been terrible at keeping in touch with anyone or keeping up my writing, reading, housework, etc., . I need to get this house ( Read more... ) -
I must be really bored ...
I actually did a HP quiz. Oh, the shame!
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Sore and Tired
My butt hurts from sitting on it and I'm constanty nauseated, but it hurts to puke or even cough. Why didn't I inherit Daddy's side of the family's genes rather than Mama's? This damn heart has given me more trouble than it's worth. If it weren't for Joel, I'd likely give up completely, but he insists on my 'fighting' it. My chest is so sore ( Read more... )