My questions are answered
I now know what is going on..you never meant to leave me....you were just busy with your own problems..some say you were done with me..didn't want me in your life....some even blamed you but I stuck up for you..saying that you didn't mean to be busy all the time...also blaming myself somedays...telling myself "just call her" or "go to her house and walk in like you used to" but I couldn't do it..I guess I was scared...scared you might reject me or I won't fit in anymore....but I now know whats going on...you do still care and you do still want me around....I'm still a part of your life....and that means everything to me....thanks for being who you are Ashley...don't ever change