if you want to destroy my sweater (woah oh woah oh)
so much shit has been going on that i'm not ivolved in, but i get to hear about. I love it
So looks like id rather tell you about how i'm feeling then study for psych. First things first
today was an awesome day. matt and arnold and everyone made me feel so pretty, you have no idea how long i havent felt like that. to have someone just be like wow, oh man, i just wish it meant more, oh well. time heals all.
I hung out with steph all last weekend and i get some of her smart calc skills (and of course hours with rich studying) rubbed off on me because i achieved my highest grade in calc yet..ready for it..79!
haha now its time to laugh about how pathetic it is that thats my highest gade, but you have to be happy for the small things, because sometimes the small things are all you have.
I totally want to blow off studying and read sophies world. oh and my boss rocks my socks along with a bunch of other people, inlcuding everyone thats going to be at sextons, that shit is going to be OFF THE HOOK. hah
i'm so excited to just forget everything friday night, good friends and no parents is the perfect way to do it.
Some mild drama here and there but i think if i can keep my blood pressure down (ha), things will be ok.
oh and Head Automatica crapped out on the March 11th show, but it will still be cool.
So i have no great revaltions for you today, just a willingness to reach back out to normalacy and distraction and being emo without being dead and being happy without being fake. thats what i want
I want to have a ruitine with only good things. for myself, for other people and well mostly for me ^_^, but i want what i do to mean something
i want someone to be like, i'm here to care about your life
there are a couple of people who do that for me.
maybe i'm selfish for wanting that.
erg. i love ashley simpson "I can only be myself, I'm sorry thats hell for you"
i really should study for psych, but i know it wont happen
<3
So looks like id rather tell you about how i'm feeling then study for psych. First things first
today was an awesome day. matt and arnold and everyone made me feel so pretty, you have no idea how long i havent felt like that. to have someone just be like wow, oh man, i just wish it meant more, oh well. time heals all.
I hung out with steph all last weekend and i get some of her smart calc skills (and of course hours with rich studying) rubbed off on me because i achieved my highest grade in calc yet..ready for it..79!
haha now its time to laugh about how pathetic it is that thats my highest gade, but you have to be happy for the small things, because sometimes the small things are all you have.
I totally want to blow off studying and read sophies world. oh and my boss rocks my socks along with a bunch of other people, inlcuding everyone thats going to be at sextons, that shit is going to be OFF THE HOOK. hah
i'm so excited to just forget everything friday night, good friends and no parents is the perfect way to do it.
Some mild drama here and there but i think if i can keep my blood pressure down (ha), things will be ok.
oh and Head Automatica crapped out on the March 11th show, but it will still be cool.
So i have no great revaltions for you today, just a willingness to reach back out to normalacy and distraction and being emo without being dead and being happy without being fake. thats what i want
I want to have a ruitine with only good things. for myself, for other people and well mostly for me ^_^, but i want what i do to mean something
i want someone to be like, i'm here to care about your life
there are a couple of people who do that for me.
maybe i'm selfish for wanting that.
erg. i love ashley simpson "I can only be myself, I'm sorry thats hell for you"
i really should study for psych, but i know it wont happen
<3