Reminiscing on what I once had...

[jocelynn_starr]

So why should I take your hand when you cant promise happy endings?...

I asked Alex this along time ago, he said dont take my hand, take my heart. Alex promised me happy endings... he gave me the world and now hes gone. I feel like im fucking losing my mind without him. I miss him so fucking much! I left work early today and went to his grave. I

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[latinaxbonita]

I feel EXACTALY like that!!! ( teary eyes) I feel so lost without my mom, so confused..today actually I am going to her grave. Part of me HATES it there, cuz I know my moms spirit is not there, but then I feel i HAVE to be there. I cant go alone cuz I break down and I am usually not able to drive after. So I have to wait til Danny gets here. I am so sorry girly that you feel like this, cuz I feel the same. My mom was MY EVERYTHING, and now I dont have her. It feels like someone ripped out my heart and took a HUGE chunk of it. I am here if you EVER need to talk. ANYTIME... If you want I will give you my number. Email me whenever..LaBON1TA@hotmail.com
..Manda..
((hugz))

[jocelynn_starr]

Thank you so much for your sweet words. It makes me feel better seriously... Im trying to keep my calm but inside im suffocating. I feel sometimes like I have no air. Ive been getting very bad panic attacks. I went to the emergency room last week and got some meds to take. I just dont know where to go from here, how to move on you know? Its scary...
But thank you and i will email u tonight...

[latinaxbonita]

girl as I am reading this, I cant help but cry. I know EXACTALY the feeling you are having. I feel suffocated all the time..I have these breakdowns...its unexplainable. But remember I am here FOR YOU.
..mada..