Reminiscing on what I once had...
So why should I take your hand when you cant promise happy endings?...
I asked Alex this along time ago, he said dont take my hand, take my heart. Alex promised me happy endings... he gave me the world and now hes gone. I feel like im fucking losing my mind without him. I miss him so fucking much! I left work early today and went to his grave. I just sat there all day. I feel close to him there. I talked to him about what was going on lately with everything in my life and how I thought I was going crazy. Ive been feeling like a zombie. I dont have any faith in anything at all anymore. I just wish he was here with me... Why cant he be here with me...