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I honestly thought that when the day came where Kyle and I broke up my world would just stop and I would cease to exisit. Depending on when you asked me that could have been either a good thing or a bad thing. But honestly I'm doing alright. A lot better than I thought I would be doing. The distance helps since I don't have to see him all the time blah blah yeah yeah whatever, but the thing that has really pulled me through is my mom, claudia, and amy. My mom puts up with my calls at 12:30 when I go to bed and miss Kyle talking to me until I fall asleep.
Claudia has just been more than anyone could have ever asked for. She's tough but she knows when I need to cry and lets me be. She's the greatest thing God could have put in my life for this semester. Do we have our problems....sure no two people are perfect...but for us it's not something that causes great distress. She can tell me that I'm being annoying and she wants to punch me in the face and it's cool cause I know that she still loves me and if she did punch me that we'd get over it. Same for me, if there's something I don't agree with I let her know, it's a very odd relationship but she's the bestest friend I could have ever hoped to have gotten here at FSU. She's incredible.
Amy and I are better. During Seminole Sound when I just cry for no reason she holds my head and distracts me so I'm not full blown crying cause that would cause a ruckus which would be bad. Things are definitly not perfect between us, but she's also an incredible friend that I'm so thankful for.
My friends up here have completly been there for me like no other group of friends have ever been in my life. Well, considering I never really had REAL friends like these. They all have helped me in their own way, on dealing with Kyle.
He comes down in 7 days. It'll be weird yet I'm sure everything will be awesome!!!!! WOO! Peace
Claudia has just been more than anyone could have ever asked for. She's tough but she knows when I need to cry and lets me be. She's the greatest thing God could have put in my life for this semester. Do we have our problems....sure no two people are perfect...but for us it's not something that causes great distress. She can tell me that I'm being annoying and she wants to punch me in the face and it's cool cause I know that she still loves me and if she did punch me that we'd get over it. Same for me, if there's something I don't agree with I let her know, it's a very odd relationship but she's the bestest friend I could have ever hoped to have gotten here at FSU. She's incredible.
Amy and I are better. During Seminole Sound when I just cry for no reason she holds my head and distracts me so I'm not full blown crying cause that would cause a ruckus which would be bad. Things are definitly not perfect between us, but she's also an incredible friend that I'm so thankful for.
My friends up here have completly been there for me like no other group of friends have ever been in my life. Well, considering I never really had REAL friends like these. They all have helped me in their own way, on dealing with Kyle.
He comes down in 7 days. It'll be weird yet I'm sure everything will be awesome!!!!! WOO! Peace