I couldn't believe that it was our anniversary again. Two years just hardly seemed possibly sometimes. It was two amazing years for us and there was a lot of love but there was also a lot of heartbreak. I was hoping and praying that all of the heartbreak was behind us now. I had worked so hard to let go of issues and to get past them. They would always be there in some way, I guessed but they didn't have to control me like they had before. I just wanted us to be happy and now, after everything, we finally were. There were no more secrets between us. We were finally just Joe and Brenda. We knew everything about each other and that was the best feeling in the world
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I was glad that she thought I was her perfect fit, but I did want her to believe me that I thought she was perfect. I let it go for the moment, and ate the food that she fed me. It was a little spicy, and different from other curries I'd had. I didn't think that I had ever had this kind of fish before either. "It's pretty good, babe. Try it," I encouraged, and she took a bite. I smiled at her expression. I could tell she enjoyed it. I looked around and saw a fruit that I hadn't seen in the states. "Hmm... let's try this." I tore her off a piece and handed it to her. It was sweet, but more meaty than anything we had at home. "Oh wow, I'm gonna have to find out what this is. Maybe we can sneak some back... I hope we don't get searched by customs," I joked with her and she shook her head at me. I laughed before giving her a quick kiss. "Babe," I called her. "You are perfect though. I've never loved anybody as much as I love you," I told her as I looked right into her beautiful brown eyes. "I'll always love you, Brenda," I promised. "You'
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I tried the curry and decided that Joe wasn't going to get anymore of that dish. It was so spicy and perfect and delicious. I was going to have to find a recipe to use at home so I could make this over and over again. I took another bite as Joe found some fruit that looked good and tore m a piece of it. "Mmm, yeah we need to ask the butler what that is. We might have to order it to the house," I said as I swallowed the bite and then took a sip of some wine that we had. I smiled as Joe kissed me and then told me again how perfect I was. I just wasn't perfect. I know that he thought I was but I never would be. But I was lucky that I had someone that loved me and thought that I was despite my flaws. I nuzzled my nose to his as he told me I was his and I felt a little blush creep up on my cheeks. "I love you, too. You'll always be mine and I'll always be yours," I said with a contented sigh as I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him gently. I pulled back when we were done and leaned my forehead against his as I gently nuzzled my
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Brenda was so adorable. She didn't even try and she was the cutest little thing. I smiled back at her just loving her blush. She was right that we'd always belong to each other, and when she crawled into my lap to kiss me, I welcomed her into my arms. Her lips were always so soft and I loved how full they were. I was sorry when she pulled away, but what she said warmed my heart. I knew that she was telling me the truth. It had just been so long since I had seen her this way, so devoted, wanting just me. It meant everything to me that we could have this again and it was so much better this time around. "I know, sweetheart," I told her softly. "I just want to be with you too, especially now. We've come on the other side of so much and all I want to do is hold you and never let go." I let her see that my words were true before I grinned and squeezed her extra tight to playfully show how I'd never let her go.
I sighed against his lips softly as he told me we had come so far. We had come such a long way and it wasn't an easy journey. It was probably the roughest one that we had ever been through and I knew that we were both relieved to have it done and over with. I couldn't help but smile, though, as he grinned at me and squeezed me extra tight. "Stop squishing your babygirl, Daddy! That's not nice," I said as I tried to wriggle away from him. I almost made it before Joe grabbed me up and put me into the sand, climbing on top of me and giving me a bunch of gobbles. "nooo!!! Don't gobble me up!," I laughed as I tried to scrunch my neck up so he couldn't tickle me there anymore.
She was so cute trying to get away, and I loved that she would play like this with me. The game wasn't over yet though, and I grabbed her up when it looked like she might escape and tumbled onto her in the sand. I held her arms down tight as I gave her a raspberry on her neck and bit at her softly to gobble her up. She screamed that she didn't want to be gobbled, but I knew that was a lie. I tickled her tummy and her neck with my fingers and moved around her trying to block me. She was doing a good job until I got her arms wide open and lifted her shirt up. I blew a big raspberry onto her belly and laughed at the sound it made and her squeal. I smiled at her, just loving her for being so wonderful and being mine. I brought my hand over and rubbed it over her stomach before settling between her legs. I held onto her hip and rested my head on her little pooch. I sighed happily thinking of how there would be a bump here instead soon. "It won't be long before you're full of baby," I said quietly as I looked up at her.
I laughed as I wiggled in the sand and tried to roll to keep him from gobbling me up everywhere. It wasn't long before his fingers made there way to my tummy and started tickling me. This just wasn't fair! He knew I couldn't fight back once I started to get tickled. All I could do was laugh and say no over and over again while I tried to grab at his hands. That wasn't enough though, and soon my shirt was being lifted up and a raspberry was being blown onto my stomach. I couldn't stop a high pitched squeal from escaping me as I continued to laugh. I finally calmed down from laughing and I wiped the tears of laughter from my face
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The little things really got to me. When she held my face and told me she couldn't wait to carry my baby, my heart doubled in size. It was just swelling with love. She really wanted to do this with me. It would be so amazing to see our son grow and love him and raise him, but the thing was that we had to do it together, or else it wouldn't be right. It meant so much to me that she wanted to have that kind of irrevocable bond with me. That was even more irreversible than marriage and just the fact that she wanted it so badly made me love her even more
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I smiled at him as he told me about all of the things we were going to do while I was pregnant. I wanted him to be there for everything but I was worried about how we were going to go to doctor's appointments while we were on tour. If things went well then his tour would be extended and that was gonna be a little hard on us. Well me, anyway. "I can't to get our first sonogram so we can see him. But I don't want one of those 4-D ones. I want to be surprised about what he looks like, even though we know it's gonna be like me," I said with a little giggle. "And yeah we'll do whatever we need to. Maybe even get a pregnancy concierge like that chick in New York!" That was absolutely ridiculous and I couldn't believe there was such thing. And Joe knew I would never really want on anything. I didn't need anything like that. "But I would like it if you would help me find a trainer that could help me stay in shape while I'm pregnant. The better shape I'm in when the delivery comes around, the easier it will be."
I laughed too when she said he was gonna look like her. We all knew it, but I hoped he would look a little bit like me. It would be a miracle for him not to get my eyebrows, and he'd probably come out with some freckles or moles like I had. He'd be cute in his nerdy little glasses like I was as a kid because we both couldn't see. Lasik doesn't change your genes after all. I looked at Brenda crazy when she said about a pregnancy concierge. We had watched one episode of pregnant in heels and I couldn't watch any more because it gave me such rage. It took me a minute to tell she was joking though. "God, babe. Don't joke like that! Give me a heart attack over here..." I teased her and she just rolled her eyes at me. She got a little serious though and asked if I'd help her find a trainer. I sat up more so that I could look at her better. I knew that she was worried about getting big, but I didn't want her too. She would still be beautiful in my eyes. "Baby, you don't have anything to worry about. Yes, I'll help you find one that will keep
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Okay so an easy delivery was a big reason for me wanting to workout because I really did not want to have a c-section. That was just too much and too painful and it took even longer to recover from. Not something that I wanted to deal with. But I'm glad that he knew me well enough to know that me getting big was the real reason I wanted a trainer. I was trying so hard to let go of how I looked but I just couldn't and I knew it was going to be that much harder when I got pregnant. Joe was sweet about it though. He told me that he would help me but that I had nothing to worry about and he made me look him in the eyes as he told me that. For the first time in awhile, I felt a little calmer about the idea of getting big. "Thank you sweetheart," I said softly as I leaned in and kissed him. "I know you'll always love me, even if I do get big from the baby," I sighed as I rested my forehead against his and nuzzled his nose. "We're going to be the best parents to our Jackson. Our life is going to be one that people are envious about because
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I was happy that Brenda accepted this, even if it was just for now. "Nothing, baby. Nothing at all. It's all going to be perfect," I told her with a growing smile. People would be jealous of us because of how happy we'd be, but I didn't care about other people. "We're ready for this, and you really are my partner. We're gonna be the greatest team because we were meant for each other, baby." She smiled at me and gave me a kiss and I wrapped my arms around her to hold her closer. We kissed for a while, and I just enjoyed having my babygirl in my arms. She meant the most to me in this world, and the fact that I got to be with her, hold her and love her, just made me so happy right now
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'You know how worried I was to show you every bit of my soul, and I am so happy and grateful that I can say I had nothing to worry about. That kind of love and acceptance is unheard of, Brenda, and I have it all in you. I would never turn my back on you. I would never take you for granted or forget the gift that you have given me. I know that I am safe with you and I know that no matter how bad anything can get, I still have my babygirl who loves me. I know it, and I only have you to thank for that. In the end, through it all, you have been the best wife that any man could ask for. I know something is probably popping into your head right now, but that is why you are the best. Nothing in this world can shake us and nothing can break us apart. We've gone through the roughest part in our lives, and we're only the stronger for it. There are finally no more secrets between us and we are as close as anyone could ever be.
When two people are at one in their inmost hearts
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I smiled at Joe as I caught my breath after our kisses. He always left me breathless after a makeout session, even little ones. It was just because he knew what to do drive me a little insane. He sat up and told me that he had brought me something and I was a little shocked at first, wondering what it could be. We had agreed on no gifts so I was surprised that he had broken that. But then I saw that it was a letter and I relaxed again. I had written him one too and I was excited to give it to him after I read his
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I was nervous for Brenda to like what I'd written, but I could tell from the tears threatening to fall that it meant something to her. I always loved whenever I could get to her like this and I smiled when she told me that we really were unbreakable now. I wanted to be selfish and get more kissed from her, but she wanted to talk to me. I loved that she believed in us as much as I did and that we could take our relationship to this next level. I was going to talk about our future together when I noticed something was wrong. That made me anxious, but she explained that she'd written me a letter too but didn't want to show it to me anymore. "Babe! It's not gonna be dumb. I'd really love to read it. Please give it to me?" I always loved whenever she wrote me anything. It always made my day better, and I kept all of them in my desk to read over again sometimes. I would be sad if she took it away from me now, but she finally handed it over
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