I laughed as I wiggled in the sand and tried to roll to keep him from gobbling me up everywhere. It wasn't long before his fingers made there way to my tummy and started tickling me. This just wasn't fair! He knew I couldn't fight back once I started to get tickled. All I could do was laugh and say no over and over again while I tried to grab at his hands. That wasn't enough though, and soon my shirt was being lifted up and a raspberry was being blown onto my stomach. I couldn't stop a high pitched squeal from escaping me as I continued to laugh. I finally calmed down from laughing and I wiped the tears of laughter from my face.
Joe laughed along with me but soon started to run his hand over my stomach before he settled between my legs and ran his hand over my stomach. I smiled at him as I ran my fingers through his hair as he rested it on my stomach pooch. I really hated that pooch but he loved it and that's why I quit trying to get rid of it. He sighed and I looked down at him to figure out what his mood was. Then he looked up at me and told me I would be full of baby soon and I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face gently. "I hope it's not long, sweetheart. I can't wait to carry your baby," I said as I ran my thumb over his cheek gently. "It's going to be so amazing, feeling him grow inside of me and kick and move around," I said softly. "We'll have to take very good care of him to make sure he's happy in there," I smiled down at Joe as I scratched the top of his head gently.
The little things really got to me. When she held my face and told me she couldn't wait to carry my baby, my heart doubled in size. It was just swelling with love. She really wanted to do this with me. It would be so amazing to see our son grow and love him and raise him, but the thing was that we had to do it together, or else it wouldn't be right. It meant so much to me that she wanted to have that kind of irrevocable bond with me. That was even more irreversible than marriage and just the fact that she wanted it so badly made me love her even more.
"We sure will, baby," I told her with a smile. I was just so happy right now, and it helped that she was doing my favorite thing of scratching my scalp. "I'll go to all your doctor's appointments with you," I said as I sat up some and rested my head on my elbow. "I'm sure there's some type of vitamins you should be taking, and whatever food you should be eating... we'll do it all. I'm gonna take such good care of you, babygirl," I promised. "And our little man," I added with a big smile.
I smiled at him as he told me about all of the things we were going to do while I was pregnant. I wanted him to be there for everything but I was worried about how we were going to go to doctor's appointments while we were on tour. If things went well then his tour would be extended and that was gonna be a little hard on us. Well me, anyway. "I can't to get our first sonogram so we can see him. But I don't want one of those 4-D ones. I want to be surprised about what he looks like, even though we know it's gonna be like me," I said with a little giggle. "And yeah we'll do whatever we need to. Maybe even get a pregnancy concierge like that chick in New York!" That was absolutely ridiculous and I couldn't believe there was such thing. And Joe knew I would never really want on anything. I didn't need anything like that. "But I would like it if you would help me find a trainer that could help me stay in shape while I'm pregnant. The better shape I'm in when the delivery comes around, the easier it will be."
I laughed too when she said he was gonna look like her. We all knew it, but I hoped he would look a little bit like me. It would be a miracle for him not to get my eyebrows, and he'd probably come out with some freckles or moles like I had. He'd be cute in his nerdy little glasses like I was as a kid because we both couldn't see. Lasik doesn't change your genes after all. I looked at Brenda crazy when she said about a pregnancy concierge. We had watched one episode of pregnant in heels and I couldn't watch any more because it gave me such rage. It took me a minute to tell she was joking though. "God, babe. Don't joke like that! Give me a heart attack over here..." I teased her and she just rolled her eyes at me. She got a little serious though and asked if I'd help her find a trainer. I sat up more so that I could look at her better. I knew that she was worried about getting big, but I didn't want her too. She would still be beautiful in my eyes. "Baby, you don't have anything to worry about. Yes, I'll help you find one that will keep your health and the baby's health in mind at all times, but that isn't something I want you to worry about, sweetheart." I leaned in to give her a soft kiss and then held her chin gently as I made her look in my eyes so that she should see that I really meant it.
Okay so an easy delivery was a big reason for me wanting to workout because I really did not want to have a c-section. That was just too much and too painful and it took even longer to recover from. Not something that I wanted to deal with. But I'm glad that he knew me well enough to know that me getting big was the real reason I wanted a trainer. I was trying so hard to let go of how I looked but I just couldn't and I knew it was going to be that much harder when I got pregnant. Joe was sweet about it though. He told me that he would help me but that I had nothing to worry about and he made me look him in the eyes as he told me that. For the first time in awhile, I felt a little calmer about the idea of getting big. "Thank you sweetheart," I said softly as I leaned in and kissed him. "I know you'll always love me, even if I do get big from the baby," I sighed as I rested my forehead against his and nuzzled his nose. "We're going to be the best parents to our Jackson. Our life is going to be one that people are envious about because it will be so perfect," I smiled softly. "Nothing is going to take that away from us."
I was happy that Brenda accepted this, even if it was just for now. "Nothing, baby. Nothing at all. It's all going to be perfect," I told her with a growing smile. People would be jealous of us because of how happy we'd be, but I didn't care about other people. "We're ready for this, and you really are my partner. We're gonna be the greatest team because we were meant for each other, baby." She smiled at me and gave me a kiss and I wrapped my arms around her to hold her closer. We kissed for a while, and I just enjoyed having my babygirl in my arms. She meant the most to me in this world, and the fact that I got to be with her, hold her and love her, just made me so happy right now.
I pulled back finally, panting slightly and grinning at her. "I brought you something," I told her softly with a little smile. I had written her a love letter and I felt like now was the perfect moment to give it to her. I had a lot of feeling about the current status of our relationship and what brought us to this point. I'd tried to tell her in pieces before, but sitting down to think it all out had proven to be a more successful way to communicate what I felt. I pulled out a folded up envelope from out of my pocket and handed it to her, hoping that she would like what I had to say.
'Angel,
Happy Anniversary. Two years ago I got the courage up enough to ask you to be mine. I still remember how worried I was to take that chance, to give that trust. It was the best risk I ever took, if you can even call it that. There is nothing uncertain with you. I know that now more than I ever have. You are my woman. You are there for me for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, and I will always love and cherish you. I cannot tell you what it means to me to have my heart proven right about you. I told you once before that you were my light, lighting up the darkness of my life and giving me a home and comfort. Those weren't just idle words, meant to sound romantic to make you cry at our wedding. They were true then and they are true now. It's a fact that I can count on you, Brenda. It's a fact that no matter what brings us to the darkness, that you are the one who will find me and lead me out of it. You. You love me unconditionally and truly, and no man is more blessed than I am. I have a woman who deep down inside is nothing but good. That always comes out in so many ways, from how you would give it all up for me, to the simplest gesture of just scratching my scalp and listening to my day as you hold me in our bed.
I know that you don't think that you are perfect. I know that every time I say it, a list of faults and mistakes flood your mind. I know all of that is there. I haven't forgotten about it, and I'm not blind to it. It doesn't change a thing. You are perfect. What makes you perfect is that you never give up, on yourself, or on me. What makes you perfect is that you listen, you actually listen to me and do your best to give me what I need. What makes you perfect is that you don't even try to put a smile on my face, and yet you do from opening your heart to me and showing me in the grandest and smallest of ways that I am your heartbeat. You are mine too, especially now that I know that there is nothing that will turn you away from me.'
'You know how worried I was to show you every bit of my soul, and I am so happy and grateful that I can say I had nothing to worry about. That kind of love and acceptance is unheard of, Brenda, and I have it all in you. I would never turn my back on you. I would never take you for granted or forget the gift that you have given me. I know that I am safe with you and I know that no matter how bad anything can get, I still have my babygirl who loves me. I know it, and I only have you to thank for that. In the end, through it all, you have been the best wife that any man could ask for. I know something is probably popping into your head right now, but that is why you are the best. Nothing in this world can shake us and nothing can break us apart. We've gone through the roughest part in our lives, and we're only the stronger for it. There are finally no more secrets between us and we are as close as anyone could ever be.
When two people are at one in their inmost hearts, they shatter even the strength of iron or bronze; and when two people understand each other in their inmost hearts, their words are sweet and strong like the fragrance of orchids.
You read this to me at our wedding, and at the time I think that we knew what it was saying, but we didn't truly understand what it meant. We do now though. We are one, Brenda, and nothing, ever, will break us apart. I am so proud that I can say that and I owe it all to you. We are going to have the perfect life together, filled with love and happiness. Our children will run around and play together before you know it, and we will have the closest family out of anyone we'll know. We will have it all together because even after destiny brought us together, we kept our love burning and our bond strong. We will have everything together, the life we've always wanted, because we have earned it.
I could never love anyone more than I love you and I always will. Thank you for saving my life and giving me the life I never thought I could have.
I smiled at Joe as I caught my breath after our kisses. He always left me breathless after a makeout session, even little ones. It was just because he knew what to do drive me a little insane. He sat up and told me that he had brought me something and I was a little shocked at first, wondering what it could be. We had agreed on no gifts so I was surprised that he had broken that. But then I saw that it was a letter and I relaxed again. I had written him one too and I was excited to give it to him after I read his.
I took the letter from him and opened the envelope, pulling out the paper and unfolding it carefully so I could read it. I couldn't stop the smile on my face as I read over how nervous he was to actually take a chance on me. I was just as nevous as he was at the time, I just hid it better than he did. But it was one of the best risks that I had ever taken and I wouldn't have changed it for the world. It was still hard reading that he thought of me as his light that lead him out of the dark. Sometimes I felt like I put him in the dark more than helped him out of it. It wasn't the best feeling in the world but at least I always made it right. Or tried to anyway. Then he went on about me being perfect and that just wasn't true. I was never going to be perfect and I proved that a lot. But even though he remembered how much I messed us up, he still loved me anyway. Not many guys would love someone after that and I was lucky that I had found him before someone else had.
I started to feel a little better though when I read that he was happy that he shared his soul with me. I had shared mine with him and I was so happy that we were able to accept each other for the way we were. Nothing was going to break this bond that we had and no matter what I was always going to love him. We were always going to take care of each other and we were stronger now than we ever were before. The poem that I read at our wedding made even more sense now than it did when I'd first read it to him. We really were going to be okay through anything and that made me feel better than anything else he could have said.
I finished reading the letter with misty eyes and I looked over it a few more times before I folded it up and put it back into the envelope as I took a few deep breaths to calm myself some. "I love you," I said softly as I leaned forward and gave him a little kiss. "I'm happy that we're stronger now and that we know our bond is unbreakable. I can't wait for us to start a new part of our lives together. We're ready for anything now, babe. We're going to do great," I said with a little smile. There was probably more that I should say but for now I just couldn't get it out. Maybe after he read my letter, I'd have something more to say. Except now I didn't really want to give him my letter. It was going to be too lovey for the moment and I was a little embarrassed to pull it out. "I wrote you one too...it's going to be kinda dumb," I said as I held it in my hands and looked at it. He assured me that it wasn't going to be dumb to him and I handed it over to him, hoping that he liked it.
Today is our anniversary and I can honestly say that I’ve never been happier than how I am right now. Being with you is amazing and I love that we’ve got this beautiful beach and villa to ourselves. We’re so lucky that we get to have amazing vacations like this and that these are experiences that we will always treasure. I love spending all of my time with you, especially when I get to spend the time showing you how much I love and care about you. Every day with you has been a blessing and a gift from God. Many parts of our relationship seem to be heaven sent. I know that I’m not the only angel in this relationship. You are definitely my angel. You look after me and keep me safe and you love me no matter what. Only an angel would or could love me like that. You show me that it’s alright for me to be myself and that no matter what; you’ll love me for eternity.
I was thinking about this anniversary the other day as I thought about what we’ve been through. Our relationship has had so many challenges and yet, we always manage to come out the other side of them stronger than before. We never give up on each other. We know that we can help each other and as long as there is love between us, we can overcome anything. This year alone has been one of the most challenging but I think that because we’ve gone through his, we’re stronger and closer. Any barriers that were between us are now gone. We’re just Joe and Brenda and there are no secrets between us. It’s so amazing that I have someone in my life that accepts me and my flaws and doesn’t judge me on them. And I love that I know everything about you, even your flaws, and that I wouldn’t change anything about you. You’re perfect in every way and I could never find someone else like you.
The truth is I can’t imagine living my life with anyone else or loving anyone else. You have been there for me through everything. You are my source of inspiration and the reason I get up every day. I still get butterflies when I see you in the morning, when you get home from work, on stage as you perform, and when you surprise me with a little something because you love me. I fall in love all over again every day. When I tell you that I love you, my heart skips a beat and I feel like I’m saying it for the first time all over again. Nothing will ever change that feeling.
So I guess I only have one thing else to say. If I ever became a singer, I’m sure this would be my biggest hit because it would be about you and everyone would love it.
Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start. I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart. From here on after let's stay the way we are right now, And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow.
I cross my heart and promise to Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true. In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine.
You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete, And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make yours just as sweet. As we look into the future, it's as far as we can see, So let's make each tomorrow be the best that it can be.
I cross my heart and promise to Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true. In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine.
And if along the way we find a day it starts to storm, You've got the promise of my love to keep you warm. In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine, A love as true as mine.
Well it might be a hit if I could write music. But either way, the words are true and they always will be. Happy anniversary, honey. I love you so much and have so much more love to give you through the years. Our life will always be as perfect as it is now.
I was nervous for Brenda to like what I'd written, but I could tell from the tears threatening to fall that it meant something to her. I always loved whenever I could get to her like this and I smiled when she told me that we really were unbreakable now. I wanted to be selfish and get more kissed from her, but she wanted to talk to me. I loved that she believed in us as much as I did and that we could take our relationship to this next level. I was going to talk about our future together when I noticed something was wrong. That made me anxious, but she explained that she'd written me a letter too but didn't want to show it to me anymore. "Babe! It's not gonna be dumb. I'd really love to read it. Please give it to me?" I always loved whenever she wrote me anything. It always made my day better, and I kept all of them in my desk to read over again sometimes. I would be sad if she took it away from me now, but she finally handed it over.
I smiled at her gently before opening it and seeing what was inside. It always embarrassed me when she tried to call me her angel because I could just never see myself that way. A little blush crept over my face as I read her explanation, and it did make sense. I would always take care of her, and if she wanted to look at me as her guardian angel then I guessed I could let her. I also loved hearing her say that there was nothing between us anymore because it was like an extra confirmation to hear it from her. I knew it already, but for her to come to that realization too made it even more real. Then she went on to tell me how she still got the butterflies and was still excited to be around me and it touched my heart. I never wanted her to get used to me. I always wanted things to be fresh and new between us, and I was so happy that she actually felt that way.
I was expecting for that to be it since she'd already made me so happy with everything that she said, but then I looked down to see that she's written me a song. The words were so powerful that they brought tears to my eyes. I knew that when she sang it to me, I would be a goner because she couldn't just show me this and never actually sing it to me. I read over the lyrics a few times before I finally looked up at Brenda. "Babe," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. I just sat the letter down and opened my arms to her and she didn't hesitate to climb into my lap and hold me. I held her as tight as I could without hurting her and buried my face into her neck. "I love you. I love you so much," I barely got out before choking up. She was the sweetest girl in the universe and it comforted me when she started playing with my hair. After I'd composed myself a little bit, I pulled back some and grinned at her. "You have to sing that for me, you know."
Well the letter went better than I thought it would. I really thought it was too lovely dovey for the moment but apparently it was just right for Joe. He took a long time to read over the letter and I noticed that he read over the song part even more than the rest of the letter. When he called to me and opened his arms up, I knew that the song was the right thing to put in there. I crawled into his lap and wrapped my arms around him, kissing the top of his head as I held him tightly. "I love you, too. I just thought that was the best way to tell you how I felt...I'm happy that you love it," I said as I ran my fingers through his hair and sighed.
When he finally was more composed, he pulled back and told me that I had to sing it for him. "Maybe one day but I don't know how to write music. I don't even know how it should sound. You know I'm not talented in that area," I said as I leaned my forehead against his for a few seconds while I gave him a little kiss. "Could you teach me how to play the guitar one day? Maybe I could start writing music then....it's going to be terrible but maybe something could would come out of it," I said with a little smile as I wiped away some wetness from under his eyes.
Brenda was good at distracting me with kisses, but I disagreed with her. She was talented in that area. She was a good singer and getting to be an even better writer. That's why when she asked if I could help her play the guitar, I got really excited for her. She would be great if she could put both the music and the lyrics together on her own. I looked down shyly though when she wiped my happy tears away because I didn't like to get emotional. She made me look at her though and I gave her an even more shy, but loving smile. "I think that's a great idea, baby, but are you sure you want me to teach you? I'm sure I know somebody who could teach you better and that would really help you with your songs." I was definitely not the greatest at the guitar and I knew people who were pretty excellent, even Kevin and Nick were pretty damn good. I could just say that I could actually play the guitar and that was about as far as my skills went.
I did want to learn but I didn't want anyone else to teach me. If I sucked, I would probably make them really mad but I didn't think that Joe would get that mad at me if I didn't pick it up quickly. I frowned though as he told me that he could find me someone better. "I just wanted you to teach me...but if you don't want to you don't have to. I don't have to learn," I said with a little shrug. I knew he was busy right now and I probably shouldn't have asked him until he had a break. I should have known it was silly to think that he wouldn't teach me. He tilted my chin up and told me that he would. I gave him a small smile and then kissed him gently. "Can I have a pink guitar with sparkles on it?"
I wasn't expecting Brenda to get upset like that over me suggesting someone else teach her. I felt so bad and her little whiney voice only made me want to make it all better. "Baby," I called as I tilted her chin up so she could look back up at me. "I'd love to teach you myself." That got a little smile out of her and I didn't feel like the bad man anymore. I smiled back at her after the little kiss she gave me and laughed at her question. She would want a pink guitar. "Anything for you, babygirl," I told her with a loving smile and gave her a lingering kiss. "We can work on it when we get back. How does that sound?"
I smiled at him and clapped my hands in excitement before I threw my arms around his neck to hug him. "Thank you, honeybear. I can't wait to have you teach me," I said as I kissed over his face and then gave him a few sloth kisses too. I loved how those always made him laugh and I knew that it almost killed him with cute at times. Not that I wanted to kill him but it was fun to overwhelm him with cute at times. "I love you so much, honey," I said as I relaxed against him and rested my head against his shoulder. I was going to suggest that we finish eating but about that time the butler showed up and let us know that our bath was ready.
We told him thanks and then I smiled back at Joe as we got up. "Will you carry me up there please?" I asked as I held my arms up so he would do it. He just smiled at me and picked me up as I wrapped myself around him. "I'm gonna miss this when I'm too big to be picked up in a few months," I pouted at him as he walked us into our villa and towards the bath. He put me down and tipped the butler before sending him on his way so we could get out of our clothes. I slipped off my shorts and bikini bottoms before pulling off my top and tank top. Then I checked the water as I watched Joe get undressed. "I think you get sexier everyday, baby," I smirked at him as he walked over and gave me a kiss before getting into the tub first. I got in after him and sunk down into the hot water, relaxing against Joe as his arms wrapped around me. The sun was setting by now and the view from the porch was just incredible. "It's so beautiful tonight," I sighed as I nuzzled my cheek against his neck gently. "I'm so happy that I'm here with you, Joe. This is incredible."
"I love you too, babygirl," I whispered back and kissed the top of her head softly. She was the sweetest, cutest little thing and she was all mine. I really would do anything for her. She tested that when she asked me to carry her all the way up to the bath after the butler came and told us that it was ready now. She rarely ever asked for it though, so I knew I couldn't say no. It didn't hurt that she looked pretty darn adorable holding her arms up for me to scoop her up. She jumped up a little bit and helped me. I chuckled at her pout when she said she would get too big for this soon. It was true, but I doubted that she would mind that much since that would mean she was that much closer to meeting our little Jackson.
We finally made it and I set her down before tipping the butler for a job well done and for him to hurry up and leave. It was time to just be with my babygirl. I had been looking forward tot his all day. One of the things that really attracted me to this resort was that they had an outdoor bath overlooking the ocean. Bathtime was something special between us. We got to be so intimate with each other without even having sex, although a lot of times it lead to that, which I of course didn't mind at all. I started to take my clothes off and I grinned at Brenda when she told me I got sexier every day. I came over and kissed her, giving her ass a little squeeze before I got in.
I loved how she fit right into my arms as she followed me inside the warm water. I kissed her shoulder and hummed as the water relaxed my body. We both looked out over the sunset and it was breathtaking. It made it all the more special to have my loved one right here in my arms to witness it with me and share in this moment. "It is beautiful," I told her with a contented sigh. "It's even better because I get to see it with you," I told her with a small smile before pressing a kiss to the side of her head. Her little smile warmed my heart and I gave her more soft kisses, making my way to her mouth. Her lips felt so good against mine and it sparked a slow burn in my chest. I pulled her head back some to kiss her better and held onto her tummy a little tighter as I ran my tongue over hers to explore her mouth thoroughly. I only pulled back when it was absolutely necessary and my eyes were darkened with desire as I stared at her. "You're mine." It wasn't a question, it was a fact, and right now I wanted to take my time exploring all the way that was true.
Joe laughed along with me but soon started to run his hand over my stomach before he settled between my legs and ran his hand over my stomach. I smiled at him as I ran my fingers through his hair as he rested it on my stomach pooch. I really hated that pooch but he loved it and that's why I quit trying to get rid of it. He sighed and I looked down at him to figure out what his mood was. Then he looked up at me and told me I would be full of baby soon and I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face gently. "I hope it's not long, sweetheart. I can't wait to carry your baby," I said as I ran my thumb over his cheek gently. "It's going to be so amazing, feeling him grow inside of me and kick and move around," I said softly. "We'll have to take very good care of him to make sure he's happy in there," I smiled down at Joe as I scratched the top of his head gently.
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"We sure will, baby," I told her with a smile. I was just so happy right now, and it helped that she was doing my favorite thing of scratching my scalp. "I'll go to all your doctor's appointments with you," I said as I sat up some and rested my head on my elbow. "I'm sure there's some type of vitamins you should be taking, and whatever food you should be eating... we'll do it all. I'm gonna take such good care of you, babygirl," I promised. "And our little man," I added with a big smile.
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I pulled back finally, panting slightly and grinning at her. "I brought you something," I told her softly with a little smile. I had written her a love letter and I felt like now was the perfect moment to give it to her. I had a lot of feeling about the current status of our relationship and what brought us to this point. I'd tried to tell her in pieces before, but sitting down to think it all out had proven to be a more successful way to communicate what I felt. I pulled out a folded up envelope from out of my pocket and handed it to her, hoping that she would like what I had to say.
'Angel,
Happy Anniversary. Two years ago I got the courage up enough to ask you to be mine. I still remember how worried I was to take that chance, to give that trust. It was the best risk I ever took, if you can even call it that. There is nothing uncertain with you. I know that now more than I ever have. You are my woman. You are there for me for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, and I will always love and cherish you. I cannot tell you what it means to me to have my heart proven right about you. I told you once before that you were my light, lighting up the darkness of my life and giving me a home and comfort. Those weren't just idle words, meant to sound romantic to make you cry at our wedding. They were true then and they are true now. It's a fact that I can count on you, Brenda. It's a fact that no matter what brings us to the darkness, that you are the one who will find me and lead me out of it. You. You love me unconditionally and truly, and no man is more blessed than I am. I have a woman who deep down inside is nothing but good. That always comes out in so many ways, from how you would give it all up for me, to the simplest gesture of just scratching my scalp and listening to my day as you hold me in our bed.
I know that you don't think that you are perfect. I know that every time I say it, a list of faults and mistakes flood your mind. I know all of that is there. I haven't forgotten about it, and I'm not blind to it. It doesn't change a thing. You are perfect. What makes you perfect is that you never give up, on yourself, or on me. What makes you perfect is that you listen, you actually listen to me and do your best to give me what I need. What makes you perfect is that you don't even try to put a smile on my face, and yet you do from opening your heart to me and showing me in the grandest and smallest of ways that I am your heartbeat. You are mine too, especially now that I know that there is nothing that will turn you away from me.'
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When two people are at one in their inmost hearts,
they shatter even the strength of iron or bronze;
and when two people understand each other in their inmost hearts,
their words are sweet and strong like the fragrance of orchids.
You read this to me at our wedding, and at the time I think that we knew what it was saying, but we didn't truly understand what it meant. We do now though. We are one, Brenda, and nothing, ever, will break us apart. I am so proud that I can say that and I owe it all to you. We are going to have the perfect life together, filled with love and happiness. Our children will run around and play together before you know it, and we will have the closest family out of anyone we'll know. We will have it all together because even after destiny brought us together, we kept our love burning and our bond strong. We will have everything together, the life we've always wanted, because we have earned it.
I could never love anyone more than I love you and I always will. Thank you for saving my life and giving me the life I never thought I could have.
Always yours,
Honeybear'
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I took the letter from him and opened the envelope, pulling out the paper and unfolding it carefully so I could read it. I couldn't stop the smile on my face as I read over how nervous he was to actually take a chance on me. I was just as nevous as he was at the time, I just hid it better than he did. But it was one of the best risks that I had ever taken and I wouldn't have changed it for the world. It was still hard reading that he thought of me as his light that lead him out of the dark. Sometimes I felt like I put him in the dark more than helped him out of it. It wasn't the best feeling in the world but at least I always made it right. Or tried to anyway. Then he went on about me being perfect and that just wasn't true. I was never going to be perfect and I proved that a lot. But even though he remembered how much I messed us up, he still loved me anyway. Not many guys would love someone after that and I was lucky that I had found him before someone else had.
I started to feel a little better though when I read that he was happy that he shared his soul with me. I had shared mine with him and I was so happy that we were able to accept each other for the way we were. Nothing was going to break this bond that we had and no matter what I was always going to love him. We were always going to take care of each other and we were stronger now than we ever were before. The poem that I read at our wedding made even more sense now than it did when I'd first read it to him. We really were going to be okay through anything and that made me feel better than anything else he could have said.
I finished reading the letter with misty eyes and I looked over it a few more times before I folded it up and put it back into the envelope as I took a few deep breaths to calm myself some. "I love you," I said softly as I leaned forward and gave him a little kiss. "I'm happy that we're stronger now and that we know our bond is unbreakable. I can't wait for us to start a new part of our lives together. We're ready for anything now, babe. We're going to do great," I said with a little smile. There was probably more that I should say but for now I just couldn't get it out. Maybe after he read my letter, I'd have something more to say. Except now I didn't really want to give him my letter. It was going to be too lovey for the moment and I was a little embarrassed to pull it out. "I wrote you one too...it's going to be kinda dumb," I said as I held it in my hands and looked at it. He assured me that it wasn't going to be dumb to him and I handed it over to him, hoping that he liked it.
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Today is our anniversary and I can honestly say that I’ve never been happier than how I am right now. Being with you is amazing and I love that we’ve got this beautiful beach and villa to ourselves. We’re so lucky that we get to have amazing vacations like this and that these are experiences that we will always treasure. I love spending all of my time with you, especially when I get to spend the time showing you how much I love and care about you. Every day with you has been a blessing and a gift from God. Many parts of our relationship seem to be heaven sent. I know that I’m not the only angel in this relationship. You are definitely my angel. You look after me and keep me safe and you love me no matter what. Only an angel would or could love me like that. You show me that it’s alright for me to be myself and that no matter what; you’ll love me for eternity.
I was thinking about this anniversary the other day as I thought about what we’ve been through. Our relationship has had so many challenges and yet, we always manage to come out the other side of them stronger than before. We never give up on each other. We know that we can help each other and as long as there is love between us, we can overcome anything. This year alone has been one of the most challenging but I think that because we’ve gone through his, we’re stronger and closer. Any barriers that were between us are now gone. We’re just Joe and Brenda and there are no secrets between us. It’s so amazing that I have someone in my life that accepts me and my flaws and doesn’t judge me on them. And I love that I know everything about you, even your flaws, and that I wouldn’t change anything about you. You’re perfect in every way and I could never find someone else like you.
The truth is I can’t imagine living my life with anyone else or loving anyone else. You have been there for me through everything. You are my source of inspiration and the reason I get up every day. I still get butterflies when I see you in the morning, when you get home from work, on stage as you perform, and when you surprise me with a little something because you love me. I fall in love all over again every day. When I tell you that I love you, my heart skips a beat and I feel like I’m saying it for the first time all over again. Nothing will ever change that feeling.
So I guess I only have one thing else to say. If I ever became a singer, I’m sure this would be my biggest hit because it would be about you and everyone would love it.
Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start.
I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart.
From here on after let's stay the way we are right now,
And share all the love and laughter
That a lifetime will allow.
I cross my heart and promise to
Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true.
In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine.
You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete,
And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make yours just as sweet.
As we look into the future, it's as far as we can see,
So let's make each tomorrow be the best that it can be.
I cross my heart and promise to
Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true.
In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine.
And if along the way we find a day it starts to storm,
You've got the promise of my love to keep you warm.
In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine,
A love as true as mine.
Well it might be a hit if I could write music. But either way, the words are true and they always will be. Happy anniversary, honey. I love you so much and have so much more love to give you through the years. Our life will always be as perfect as it is now.
Love,
Brenda
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I smiled at her gently before opening it and seeing what was inside. It always embarrassed me when she tried to call me her angel because I could just never see myself that way. A little blush crept over my face as I read her explanation, and it did make sense. I would always take care of her, and if she wanted to look at me as her guardian angel then I guessed I could let her. I also loved hearing her say that there was nothing between us anymore because it was like an extra confirmation to hear it from her. I knew it already, but for her to come to that realization too made it even more real. Then she went on to tell me how she still got the butterflies and was still excited to be around me and it touched my heart. I never wanted her to get used to me. I always wanted things to be fresh and new between us, and I was so happy that she actually felt that way.
I was expecting for that to be it since she'd already made me so happy with everything that she said, but then I looked down to see that she's written me a song. The words were so powerful that they brought tears to my eyes. I knew that when she sang it to me, I would be a goner because she couldn't just show me this and never actually sing it to me. I read over the lyrics a few times before I finally looked up at Brenda. "Babe," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. I just sat the letter down and opened my arms to her and she didn't hesitate to climb into my lap and hold me. I held her as tight as I could without hurting her and buried my face into her neck. "I love you. I love you so much," I barely got out before choking up. She was the sweetest girl in the universe and it comforted me when she started playing with my hair. After I'd composed myself a little bit, I pulled back some and grinned at her. "You have to sing that for me, you know."
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When he finally was more composed, he pulled back and told me that I had to sing it for him. "Maybe one day but I don't know how to write music. I don't even know how it should sound. You know I'm not talented in that area," I said as I leaned my forehead against his for a few seconds while I gave him a little kiss. "Could you teach me how to play the guitar one day? Maybe I could start writing music then....it's going to be terrible but maybe something could would come out of it," I said with a little smile as I wiped away some wetness from under his eyes.
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We told him thanks and then I smiled back at Joe as we got up. "Will you carry me up there please?" I asked as I held my arms up so he would do it. He just smiled at me and picked me up as I wrapped myself around him. "I'm gonna miss this when I'm too big to be picked up in a few months," I pouted at him as he walked us into our villa and towards the bath. He put me down and tipped the butler before sending him on his way so we could get out of our clothes. I slipped off my shorts and bikini bottoms before pulling off my top and tank top. Then I checked the water as I watched Joe get undressed. "I think you get sexier everyday, baby," I smirked at him as he walked over and gave me a kiss before getting into the tub first. I got in after him and sunk down into the hot water, relaxing against Joe as his arms wrapped around me. The sun was setting by now and the view from the porch was just incredible. "It's so beautiful tonight," I sighed as I nuzzled my cheek against his neck gently. "I'm so happy that I'm here with you, Joe. This is incredible."
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We finally made it and I set her down before tipping the butler for a job well done and for him to hurry up and leave. It was time to just be with my babygirl. I had been looking forward tot his all day. One of the things that really attracted me to this resort was that they had an outdoor bath overlooking the ocean. Bathtime was something special between us. We got to be so intimate with each other without even having sex, although a lot of times it lead to that, which I of course didn't mind at all. I started to take my clothes off and I grinned at Brenda when she told me I got sexier every day. I came over and kissed her, giving her ass a little squeeze before I got in.
I loved how she fit right into my arms as she followed me inside the warm water. I kissed her shoulder and hummed as the water relaxed my body. We both looked out over the sunset and it was breathtaking. It made it all the more special to have my loved one right here in my arms to witness it with me and share in this moment. "It is beautiful," I told her with a contented sigh. "It's even better because I get to see it with you," I told her with a small smile before pressing a kiss to the side of her head. Her little smile warmed my heart and I gave her more soft kisses, making my way to her mouth. Her lips felt so good against mine and it sparked a slow burn in my chest. I pulled her head back some to kiss her better and held onto her tummy a little tighter as I ran my tongue over hers to explore her mouth thoroughly. I only pulled back when it was absolutely necessary and my eyes were darkened with desire as I stared at her. "You're mine." It wasn't a question, it was a fact, and right now I wanted to take my time exploring all the way that was true.
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