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Who: Jenda
Where: NYFF
It was finally time for my movie to premiere! I was so excited about that. The Social Network had been generating so much buzz, especially Oscar buzz, that everyone was excited to see it. I couldn't believe that my first huge movie was one that was this good and was getting so much attention. Joe had been excited for me, for the most part, until he found out that I had sex scenes with a few different people. The one he was most jealous of was Justin though. Really he had nothing to be worried about. I didn't want Justin and while it was fun working with him, the sex scenes made me feel awkward, especially since I had a boyfriend this time around and I wasn't single like I was when I filmed with Marcus. But I decided not to worry about all this because Joe wasn't enough of a jerk to ruin my night. He'd move on past the scenes and we would end up having a good time even though he would be networking while we were there instead of focusing on me. I know, I know. It makes me sound like a huge bitch but honestly, he could focus all on me for one night since this was my first big thing ever and he'd had plenty of big events that were focused on him.
We got ready at the hotel and I checked my outfit over in the mirror a few more times before we went to the limo. This was our first red carpet since we'd gotten engaged. Our wedding was coming up quickly but we had been careful not to let people know that since we didn't want to get attacked at our wedding by paparazzis. I held Joe's hand the whole way there and tried to make small talk but I was so nervous that I wasn't hiding it well. Joe just smiled at me and told me that everything would be fine and I smiled and agreed because I trusted him and I knew that if he said it was going to be alright then it would be. We arrived and I kissed him and told him I loved him before we got out of the car and made our way down the carpet, posing for pictures and gushing about the movie, my costars, our engagement, the normal red carpet banter. I took some pictures with the rest of the cast but then we were all herded into the theater to watch the movie, so none of us really got to visit.
I had already seen the movie once but to see it again with everyone there was so much more amazing. I was totally engaged in the movie and almost forgot about one of my scenes coming up. I looked over at Joe and squeezed his hand as I whispered to him that I loved him as I saw myself come on the screen. I really hoped that he would not freak out over this and that he'd just let it go. It was just acting, after all. I felt him squeeze my hand harder and I bit my lip as I looked over at him. His face was pretty straight with little emotion and I knew that he wasn't going to be okay. I let out a small sigh as I sat through the rest of the movie and dreaded when the lights came on for us to leave. This was not going to go well.
Where: NYFF
It was finally time for my movie to premiere! I was so excited about that. The Social Network had been generating so much buzz, especially Oscar buzz, that everyone was excited to see it. I couldn't believe that my first huge movie was one that was this good and was getting so much attention. Joe had been excited for me, for the most part, until he found out that I had sex scenes with a few different people. The one he was most jealous of was Justin though. Really he had nothing to be worried about. I didn't want Justin and while it was fun working with him, the sex scenes made me feel awkward, especially since I had a boyfriend this time around and I wasn't single like I was when I filmed with Marcus. But I decided not to worry about all this because Joe wasn't enough of a jerk to ruin my night. He'd move on past the scenes and we would end up having a good time even though he would be networking while we were there instead of focusing on me. I know, I know. It makes me sound like a huge bitch but honestly, he could focus all on me for one night since this was my first big thing ever and he'd had plenty of big events that were focused on him.
We got ready at the hotel and I checked my outfit over in the mirror a few more times before we went to the limo. This was our first red carpet since we'd gotten engaged. Our wedding was coming up quickly but we had been careful not to let people know that since we didn't want to get attacked at our wedding by paparazzis. I held Joe's hand the whole way there and tried to make small talk but I was so nervous that I wasn't hiding it well. Joe just smiled at me and told me that everything would be fine and I smiled and agreed because I trusted him and I knew that if he said it was going to be alright then it would be. We arrived and I kissed him and told him I loved him before we got out of the car and made our way down the carpet, posing for pictures and gushing about the movie, my costars, our engagement, the normal red carpet banter. I took some pictures with the rest of the cast but then we were all herded into the theater to watch the movie, so none of us really got to visit.
I had already seen the movie once but to see it again with everyone there was so much more amazing. I was totally engaged in the movie and almost forgot about one of my scenes coming up. I looked over at Joe and squeezed his hand as I whispered to him that I loved him as I saw myself come on the screen. I really hoped that he would not freak out over this and that he'd just let it go. It was just acting, after all. I felt him squeeze my hand harder and I bit my lip as I looked over at him. His face was pretty straight with little emotion and I knew that he wasn't going to be okay. I let out a small sigh as I sat through the rest of the movie and dreaded when the lights came on for us to leave. This was not going to go well.