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Oh my fucking goodness.
It's 12:27 am.
and yes,
I am sleepy
even though,
I took a nap from 5-7.
so why?
am i not sleeping you may ask?
be-cause
I have a DBQ essay (which actually is turning out to be not as difficult as I thought it would be... but hey, only wrote the intro so far)
and hm...
minimum of three pages.
ok.. fuck this. no one's going to read it the way I want them to... so I'm going to stop with the weird spacing and indenting. waste. of. time. (why do I even start these shitty/petty/useless/trite/retarded nonsenses? Perhaps I myself am .... a little bit mentally retarded. O__O ><)
so yea.... the real ACTUAL problem.
TH--EEEE dilemna
is....
see....
I'm very tired, but you know how I can't sleep (cause I have this dbq shit) so I'm trying with all my energy to NOT SLEEP, by going on LJ and doing things that might help me stay awake... but as I'm doing this, I'm losing energy and growing more and more tired by the second.
but the moment I start the dbq... energy loss switches from a linear decline, to an exponential decline (speaking in gibberish math terms.. ... you get what I fucking mean). *sigh*
I know that if I set my clock to wake up early in the morning tomorrow... I won't be able to finish...
heck, I won't be able to wake up!
I don't want to ditch, cause I realized, this week was a four-day week anyway... and tomorrow's a friday..
a bit too obvious to not come the day the dbq is due..
yadi . yada . ya .
blah blah blah blah blah
i want to fucking die.
someone come and stab me
i will forgive you
and will not press charges
maybe I'll even include you in my will...
WHAT AM I SAYING AND WHY AM I DOING THIS AND WASTING TIME????
because.....
I am scared of exponential decline.
(i dont know if this term exists.. i just tried to use the opposite of growth)
It's 12:27 am.
and yes,
I am sleepy
even though,
I took a nap from 5-7.
so why?
am i not sleeping you may ask?
be-cause
I have a DBQ essay (which actually is turning out to be not as difficult as I thought it would be... but hey, only wrote the intro so far)
and hm...
minimum of three pages.
ok.. fuck this. no one's going to read it the way I want them to... so I'm going to stop with the weird spacing and indenting. waste. of. time. (why do I even start these shitty/petty/useless/trite/retarded nonsenses? Perhaps I myself am .... a little bit mentally retarded. O__O ><)
so yea.... the real ACTUAL problem.
TH--EEEE dilemna
is....
see....
I'm very tired, but you know how I can't sleep (cause I have this dbq shit) so I'm trying with all my energy to NOT SLEEP, by going on LJ and doing things that might help me stay awake... but as I'm doing this, I'm losing energy and growing more and more tired by the second.
but the moment I start the dbq... energy loss switches from a linear decline, to an exponential decline (speaking in gibberish math terms.. ... you get what I fucking mean). *sigh*
I know that if I set my clock to wake up early in the morning tomorrow... I won't be able to finish...
heck, I won't be able to wake up!
I don't want to ditch, cause I realized, this week was a four-day week anyway... and tomorrow's a friday..
a bit too obvious to not come the day the dbq is due..
yadi . yada . ya .
blah blah blah blah blah
i want to fucking die.
someone come and stab me
i will forgive you
and will not press charges
maybe I'll even include you in my will...
WHAT AM I SAYING AND WHY AM I DOING THIS AND WASTING TIME????
because.....
I am scared of exponential decline.
(i dont know if this term exists.. i just tried to use the opposite of growth)