ive made my mistakes...
i didnt go to school today because i feel like crap. i hate being sick. plus all the other shit thats scaring me to death. i think i just need some time alone to think. this week has sucked so bad.
so probably one of the worst things ive ever done. ive been so scared and worrying alot. im sure theres nothing to worry about and im over exaggerating. i didnt want it to happen though and im not okay. ive been in a "State of Depression." (if thats what you want to call it) i havent really eaten anything except for a banana thanks to emily and ice cream thanks to amy and jensen haha. i havent slept at all either. how could i? too worried.
i talked to meggy last night about it and she knows. she said it will be alright and ive tried telling myself that but i believe her. she had the same thing haha its all good meg. so im sure ill be fine im just scared shitless right now. and thank you megan =) i love you and you understand and will watch over me from now on haha and you actually know what you are talking about....
opposed to other people who dont know and should die because you are gay and annoying and im not going to tell you so shut the fuck up or ill kill you. oh and you're creepy.
well im done here
later
so probably one of the worst things ive ever done. ive been so scared and worrying alot. im sure theres nothing to worry about and im over exaggerating. i didnt want it to happen though and im not okay. ive been in a "State of Depression." (if thats what you want to call it) i havent really eaten anything except for a banana thanks to emily and ice cream thanks to amy and jensen haha. i havent slept at all either. how could i? too worried.
i talked to meggy last night about it and she knows. she said it will be alright and ive tried telling myself that but i believe her. she had the same thing haha its all good meg. so im sure ill be fine im just scared shitless right now. and thank you megan =) i love you and you understand and will watch over me from now on haha and you actually know what you are talking about....
opposed to other people who dont know and should die because you are gay and annoying and im not going to tell you so shut the fuck up or ill kill you. oh and you're creepy.
well im done here
later