Why
Why is it so hard to find someone that will just be honest and truthful and trustworthy? Am I not worthy of the truth? Do I not deserve at least that? I don't want any more secrets. I don't want to feel like I have to sleep with one eye open. I don't want to feel like bad stuff is going on behind my back. I don't want to feel like I'm the only one being honest. Why can't love just be simple? Two people fall in love, get married, and live happily ever after... there's no bitchass ex-girlfriends getting in the way, there's no secret hush-hush conversations, people who actually respect each other enough to do what will make the other happy, even if it's something they don't necessarily want to do on their own. I don't want to be mislead to thinking that everything is fine when it's not. I just want to love and be loved. That's IT. No drama bullshit that shouldn't be going on. I need the security of knowing that my wishes will be respected.
Am I just living in a dreamworld? Does anyone have this? Maybe it's normal and I'm just expecting too much. *Sigh* I just don't understand.
Am I just living in a dreamworld? Does anyone have this? Maybe it's normal and I'm just expecting too much. *Sigh* I just don't understand.