Lonely
I did some thinking (I know, very dangerous...). I am glad this job will be over soon. I'm surrounded by people all the time, even when I sit here at the library. Somehow, in this sea of people, I feel a bit lonely. I can't really connect with the kids, and no one is at the library for a chat. I look forward, anxiously, to the time when I can just walk down the hall or across the lawn at any time of day and find someone who understands a bit of where I'm coming from. I crave... people? intellectual stimulation? conversation? I'm not sure, but my current schedule isn't letting me get enough of whatever it is. A good experience to have had, but like so many, stinks to be entrenched in the moment of it.
And to think, I was an introvert at one time!
Now, having said so, I feel a bit better already. I think I just like to understand myself. Good luck to anyone else who tries (though I welcome the attempt ;)!
And to think, I was an introvert at one time!
Now, having said so, I feel a bit better already. I think I just like to understand myself. Good luck to anyone else who tries (though I welcome the attempt ;)!