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[jncoskid420]

today in weight training, we played football again. it sucked too because we couldnt play tackle. two hand touch sucks. coach made a comment that i should have been a quarterback! hah, hes so funny. he didnt sound like he was being a smart ass or joking, but i laughed anyway. how different would things be for me if i had played football? i dont

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Re: Jncos

[jncoskid420]

okay, well, i didnt say i wanted you to leave me alone. i think that is actually the opposite of what i said. you could have found me, you could have found me the next day. i dont care though. the past is the past. the present is now and it leads to the future, and that is what i need to worry about. fighting is not hard either. its amazing the way you perceive things. you never worried about our mistakes and you wouldnt talk to me when i wanted you to which was every time i saw you, but you would talk to justin. you would talk to many people, maybe not about everything, but more than me, and you say i didnt talk to you... i tried the words thing. i tried comming to see you every chance i got and do whatever i could. i got all the way over to your house to be told to turn around. a few people told me to leave you then. i didnt. i didnt listen to myself when my instincts told me to leave you, that something bad was happening. i saw the bullets coming, straight toward you, but i jumped in front of them and took them for you. i dont want you to "leave me alone" i just dont want to talk about "us" because that doesnt exist anymore... ;(

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[squeek_squeeky]

It sounded as such.. I know you live with your mom(from the other reply)I don't know why I talked to Justin... there is no Us.. there will always be an us just a broken one.... That situation happened once and I was sorry about that... I had no way to get a hold of you and tell you not to come after you left I was very sorry about that.