Feb 03, 2008 00:37
ahhhh I'm soooo sorry I didn;t want things to be like this.
I didn;t want this to happen, I shoudnlt of done it
IU;m dusgusred with myself, bvut that doesn;t change anything
honestly I need you I lvoe you I;m sorry I cry wevery night about it which doesn;t change anything i;m sorry but just don;t have your fridnd threaten me thanks about shit andf call me abd shit regardless if your drynk or noth.
liuke honeslty I wish you read what I sent to erica, but whatever.
if you had somehting to say to me juyst say it don;t say it rhough ericas mesage thing on facebook, be somewhat mature kayyyb thanks.
whaterv uD IB;T KNOW WHt to say sorry I said happy birthday to you late it wan;t on pirpose.
everything is falling aopart.
but i velieve everything happens for a reason, but I;m stull trying to find that reasin for this.
it is just disgusting that you guys are fine, whatever do what you like.
I guess it's bros before hgoes now.
but whatever, e'll leave you sometime orm later.
biys suck, and we used to be friends, bur how coudl this ev4er happen.
I can;t \even deal I hate him for ever wnqting to he knew I coudln;r say no, I know I need help but I know you won;t ever forgive me wich hrurts veen more.
I doin;t know whar else to say kove. you.