Torn and Broken....
Well, it finally happened....
Christina has broken down completely...I finally got her to admit that she still loves me...and I know that i can see right through her, I know that she does not love this other guy....She told me a lot of things tonight that make me wonder and made me so upset and worried for her safety....my head was so confused ....I left here and decided to go and buy a pack of cigarettes at the BP down the road....it was a good thing i did...the nicotine calmed me down a lot...made me dizzy because i haven't had it forever but helped my head.
You knoiw, i knew that she still loved me , I told myself that when we broke up because i can see right through to her soul....she knows it is true, she is just afraid to admit it...she will tell you she loves Jason...she will tell you that she is fine, but i know she is bleeding inside, and dying slowly....but , you know what she has missed her chance....I have Bonny now, and I love her dearly...baby, it is like i told you, i love her, but i LOVE you....two different things....
Chrissy, all I have to say...is....trust your feelings and stop hiding in that shell, i am not going to be broken by you and i am not going to condole you for your pain...it doesn't help...just admit to yourself inside that you are wrong....and things will get better....trust me. You walk a cold, dead path...and there is a way out...all you have to do is find it.
Bonny, i don't want you to get scared by this....I have to help her through this, and I hope you can understand... I LOVE YOU BONNY, never forget that....this does not mean anything between us...you and I will always be together...nothing can change that!
Christina has broken down completely...I finally got her to admit that she still loves me...and I know that i can see right through her, I know that she does not love this other guy....She told me a lot of things tonight that make me wonder and made me so upset and worried for her safety....my head was so confused ....I left here and decided to go and buy a pack of cigarettes at the BP down the road....it was a good thing i did...the nicotine calmed me down a lot...made me dizzy because i haven't had it forever but helped my head.
You knoiw, i knew that she still loved me , I told myself that when we broke up because i can see right through to her soul....she knows it is true, she is just afraid to admit it...she will tell you she loves Jason...she will tell you that she is fine, but i know she is bleeding inside, and dying slowly....but , you know what she has missed her chance....I have Bonny now, and I love her dearly...baby, it is like i told you, i love her, but i LOVE you....two different things....
Chrissy, all I have to say...is....trust your feelings and stop hiding in that shell, i am not going to be broken by you and i am not going to condole you for your pain...it doesn't help...just admit to yourself inside that you are wrong....and things will get better....trust me. You walk a cold, dead path...and there is a way out...all you have to do is find it.
Bonny, i don't want you to get scared by this....I have to help her through this, and I hope you can understand... I LOVE YOU BONNY, never forget that....this does not mean anything between us...you and I will always be together...nothing can change that!