You,
"I'm just a normal boy, that sank when I fell overboard. My ship would leave the country, but I'd rather swim ashore" -- So I made a pretty bad mistake back in the day. I didn't just opt out, I thought there was something left for me. How could some fresh out of school girl be right about what I want is what I thought.
"Without a life vest I'd be stuck again. Wish I was much more masculine, maybe then I could learn to swim, like 'fourteen miles away." -- If I did it right then I could just be there 100% for you and lie about the rest, but I had to be able to tell you how I felt. What would the point in just being some sideshow to your downhill relationship? That's what it felt like and you have to understand that I don't have to be sorry for. I didn't think you'd figure it out to end on terms you want. I am sorry for that.
"Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound, like whales beneath me diving down. I'm sinking to the bottom of my everything that freaks me out the lighthouse beam has just run out. I'm cold as cold as cold can be... be." -- So that is how that day felt. You know like the light had been shut off. The worst thing is that it is the thing that freaked me out that cause me to fuck it up. I think you were always on the same path and you just didn't know the time frame.. like you said.
"I want to swim away but don't know how sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean. Let the waves up take me down, let the hurricane set in motion... yeah." -- So now we'll do this. The hurricane. You will do what you need, and you will feel how you feel and I will react. It'll be ok I think.
"Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down, let the rain come down. Where is the coastguard? I keep looking each direction, for a spotlight, give me something, I need something for protection." -- I just think this could go so poorly as it could go well. Don't freak out about that.. it goes pretty well in the best case.
... there was parts of the song which I threw out.
How can one man stop his ending? I thought of just your face relaxed, and floated into space, I want to swim away but don't know how. Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean"
And here I think we stop... well rather we continue. You don't know, you're shaken. I know, and I may just be to confident. Let's just run this to the end. Maybe it will be further away than we could imagine.
"Without a life vest I'd be stuck again. Wish I was much more masculine, maybe then I could learn to swim, like 'fourteen miles away." -- If I did it right then I could just be there 100% for you and lie about the rest, but I had to be able to tell you how I felt. What would the point in just being some sideshow to your downhill relationship? That's what it felt like and you have to understand that I don't have to be sorry for. I didn't think you'd figure it out to end on terms you want. I am sorry for that.
"Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound, like whales beneath me diving down. I'm sinking to the bottom of my everything that freaks me out the lighthouse beam has just run out. I'm cold as cold as cold can be... be." -- So that is how that day felt. You know like the light had been shut off. The worst thing is that it is the thing that freaked me out that cause me to fuck it up. I think you were always on the same path and you just didn't know the time frame.. like you said.
"I want to swim away but don't know how sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean. Let the waves up take me down, let the hurricane set in motion... yeah." -- So now we'll do this. The hurricane. You will do what you need, and you will feel how you feel and I will react. It'll be ok I think.
"Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down, let the rain come down. Where is the coastguard? I keep looking each direction, for a spotlight, give me something, I need something for protection." -- I just think this could go so poorly as it could go well. Don't freak out about that.. it goes pretty well in the best case.
... there was parts of the song which I threw out.
How can one man stop his ending? I thought of just your face relaxed, and floated into space, I want to swim away but don't know how. Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean"
And here I think we stop... well rather we continue. You don't know, you're shaken. I know, and I may just be to confident. Let's just run this to the end. Maybe it will be further away than we could imagine.