I am kind of modifying my plan for this. It'll work for this. Promise.
I think I underestimated this. So if I spend my weekends from home there is the special consideration of ma and pa to think of. So, since I want to be warm and I want them to be able to take care of it, and I couldn't imagine how I could keep myself from this I have to kinda sacrifice some extra time right now. It shouldn't be to bad I guess. When I can't line up with you I can get on here.
Maybe I don't have enogh to say for you though. This could be an issue. Imagine if I am mostly able to set there and only react to what you say? How wierd would that be. I just can't imagine that what I do on a daily basis is really something you want to hear about. I mean special things like when I tip my tractor over, and maybe if I go trail running I can talk about and not bore you to death.
What if when I listen I do not remember everything. I don't know what sort of overload caused it but things you said in the spring didn't stick. I just blanked out I guess. I think sometimes that critical thinking and memorization about physical things are just what my genes have for me. Since emotions are not things I can touch, or understand the movement of they just don't register all the right memories.
I can remember things like how a body forms to mine, and how when the storm is threatening from the distance it takes only a touch to know that everything is going to work out. I remember these things but the day to day is hard for me.
I think it will just all get more real over time, and when I understand your day then it will become easy to relate to it. It might be the same for you as I describe my day.
Maybe I don't have enogh to say for you though. This could be an issue. Imagine if I am mostly able to set there and only react to what you say? How wierd would that be. I just can't imagine that what I do on a daily basis is really something you want to hear about. I mean special things like when I tip my tractor over, and maybe if I go trail running I can talk about and not bore you to death.
What if when I listen I do not remember everything. I don't know what sort of overload caused it but things you said in the spring didn't stick. I just blanked out I guess. I think sometimes that critical thinking and memorization about physical things are just what my genes have for me. Since emotions are not things I can touch, or understand the movement of they just don't register all the right memories.
I can remember things like how a body forms to mine, and how when the storm is threatening from the distance it takes only a touch to know that everything is going to work out. I remember these things but the day to day is hard for me.
I think it will just all get more real over time, and when I understand your day then it will become easy to relate to it. It might be the same for you as I describe my day.