everybody cut everybody
'm not at church this morning. i don't really have a church that i feel
comfortable at anymore... even though i left FBC, i'm still technically
a member there... and i can't transfer membership until after
convention so i am still a Baptist ... details, details.
mom goes to CSC. katy goes to the Garden. i wish they would go to the
same place, but ya go where ya grow, eh?
that's what i hear.
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spec went pretty well, i think. darby came; it made my evening. logan actually helped me with my solo, which was pretty flippin' awesome... a lot of people didn't know who he was and thought he was just some random kid walking across stage during my solo. silly them. forget about the boy was my favorite. i got to tap dance and stand on a desk and belt really loud and throw my jacket off stage... i LOVE performing. no doubt about it. everyone was extremely emotional before the concert and such... it's understandable... it sucks to leave people and experiences that i love so much. but i didn't cry... not because i wasn't sad. just because i've realized that it's time to keep going. i'm taking my experiences with me, and using them in the rest of my life. drama and choir has helped to shape who i am. it's incredible... yesterday afternoon... the HS senior thing... made me realize that i have been able to impact some lives, even if only a little bit. which is crazy-awesome to me.
i'm going to say it again; i pass on the torch of leadership to all of you underclassmen. everyone has a little leader inside of them... it's up to you whether you use it or not. i encourage you to step out and make a difference in the lives of someone else. i love you. all of you.
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i'm not sure how well i'm going to be able to handle tonight though... phos/ontos is much much much more than "youth group" to me... it's going to be like amputating my leg or something... gah. funny how fast time goes by... they always say "senior year is just going to FLY right past you"... i didn't believe them until now.
logan surprised me with the second half of my birthday present last night. he's a pretty incredible guy...he treats me so well. we're waiting on God's answer for what to do, dating wise, about the summer. it should be interesting.
ya know, i hate to say it... but i like my xanga better. i update it more often. i think the lj might go on a l.o.a. during the summer... and (provided tippy has an internet connection), reed (other worship dude) and i are going to do a co-xanga chronicling our adventures. it'll be swell. but yeah
www.xanga.com/jennay14
www.xanga.com/tippyworship
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spec went pretty well, i think. darby came; it made my evening. logan actually helped me with my solo, which was pretty flippin' awesome... a lot of people didn't know who he was and thought he was just some random kid walking across stage during my solo. silly them. forget about the boy was my favorite. i got to tap dance and stand on a desk and belt really loud and throw my jacket off stage... i LOVE performing. no doubt about it. everyone was extremely emotional before the concert and such... it's understandable... it sucks to leave people and experiences that i love so much. but i didn't cry... not because i wasn't sad. just because i've realized that it's time to keep going. i'm taking my experiences with me, and using them in the rest of my life. drama and choir has helped to shape who i am. it's incredible... yesterday afternoon... the HS senior thing... made me realize that i have been able to impact some lives, even if only a little bit. which is crazy-awesome to me.
i'm going to say it again; i pass on the torch of leadership to all of you underclassmen. everyone has a little leader inside of them... it's up to you whether you use it or not. i encourage you to step out and make a difference in the lives of someone else. i love you. all of you.
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i'm not sure how well i'm going to be able to handle tonight though... phos/ontos is much much much more than "youth group" to me... it's going to be like amputating my leg or something... gah. funny how fast time goes by... they always say "senior year is just going to FLY right past you"... i didn't believe them until now.
logan surprised me with the second half of my birthday present last night. he's a pretty incredible guy...he treats me so well. we're waiting on God's answer for what to do, dating wise, about the summer. it should be interesting.
ya know, i hate to say it... but i like my xanga better. i update it more often. i think the lj might go on a l.o.a. during the summer... and (provided tippy has an internet connection), reed (other worship dude) and i are going to do a co-xanga chronicling our adventures. it'll be swell. but yeah
www.xanga.com/jennay14
www.xanga.com/tippyworship
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