i think last night.....
might have been one of the worst nights in history. I may be a little over dramatic about that statement, but thats what it felt like.
First: I had a 4 hour long processing session with Elena. Let me preface this converstation with the fact that she is getting laid off. She has 30 days to be done with her job, because the company is "getting rid of middle management"...and that is her. She is the only one getting laid off, and she has worked for the company for 6 years. So, instead of hating me...she hates GV and can focus all of her anger at something else besides me. Great.
The 1st hour and a half, she just told me what an asshole I am for sleeping with someone else, and how could I do such a horrible thing, and throw away all of her trust in me, and lie to her, and mislead her....blah, blah, blah. Then, the next hour and a half....she BEGGED for me back. Told me take a blind leap of faith and give her another chance, that she was READY to really jump in and begin a relationship. That she misses me, and doesnt want to be with out me. then she wanted me to come to her house and cuddle and re-connect. The entire time, I held my gound. I told her that I had felt the way she feels right this moment for 9 fucking months, waiting for her to be "sure" and wanting to be with me. and now that the tables have turned, I don't want it anymore because of how much I was hurt before. After 4 hours of processing, I felt like I was going to have a fucking heartattack....and started sobbing harder than I ever have. So, I told her I was sorry but I had to go, and that was that.
Then as I was wandering the streets of downtown, sobbing....I checked my messages and found out that I have a FUCKING BOOT ON MY CAR. WTF?! Who get's a boot on their car??? I was only aware of 2 outstanding tickets.....but apparently I have over 5. I checked online today....it's going to cost me an estimated $495.00 to get the boot off.
Somebody shoot me.
I can't wait to go down to the DPT later, and have my "immediate hearing" so that I can cry to them, and hopefully get some of the tickets removed so I don't have to sell my first born child to get the fucking boot off.
I have a bad cold, I need to start my period before I explode, it's almost Easter and my birthday and my family is in Seattle so my little sister can take a tour of her new school, so I can't even talk to them.
SUCK!!!!!!
NEW NEWS: I just got back from the DPT. I sold my first born child to them but I am now boot free. Elena and I have had amicable conversation so far today, and really....thats all I can ask for.
First: I had a 4 hour long processing session with Elena. Let me preface this converstation with the fact that she is getting laid off. She has 30 days to be done with her job, because the company is "getting rid of middle management"...and that is her. She is the only one getting laid off, and she has worked for the company for 6 years. So, instead of hating me...she hates GV and can focus all of her anger at something else besides me. Great.
The 1st hour and a half, she just told me what an asshole I am for sleeping with someone else, and how could I do such a horrible thing, and throw away all of her trust in me, and lie to her, and mislead her....blah, blah, blah. Then, the next hour and a half....she BEGGED for me back. Told me take a blind leap of faith and give her another chance, that she was READY to really jump in and begin a relationship. That she misses me, and doesnt want to be with out me. then she wanted me to come to her house and cuddle and re-connect. The entire time, I held my gound. I told her that I had felt the way she feels right this moment for 9 fucking months, waiting for her to be "sure" and wanting to be with me. and now that the tables have turned, I don't want it anymore because of how much I was hurt before. After 4 hours of processing, I felt like I was going to have a fucking heartattack....and started sobbing harder than I ever have. So, I told her I was sorry but I had to go, and that was that.
Then as I was wandering the streets of downtown, sobbing....I checked my messages and found out that I have a FUCKING BOOT ON MY CAR. WTF?! Who get's a boot on their car??? I was only aware of 2 outstanding tickets.....but apparently I have over 5. I checked online today....it's going to cost me an estimated $495.00 to get the boot off.
Somebody shoot me.
I can't wait to go down to the DPT later, and have my "immediate hearing" so that I can cry to them, and hopefully get some of the tickets removed so I don't have to sell my first born child to get the fucking boot off.
I have a bad cold, I need to start my period before I explode, it's almost Easter and my birthday and my family is in Seattle so my little sister can take a tour of her new school, so I can't even talk to them.
SUCK!!!!!!
NEW NEWS: I just got back from the DPT. I sold my first born child to them but I am now boot free. Elena and I have had amicable conversation so far today, and really....thats all I can ask for.