first day of classes
So today was a pretty rough day.. it started out fine.. i went to my first class and it was soo different than i thought it was going to be.. i figured it would be building shit and so easy but it is about programming and creating them and making debugging cheat codes to stop buggs and shit.. it sounds so hard and my statistics professor is sooo boring.. he is monotone and talks so slow and its terrible, and my sign language teacher doesnt seem that bad -- we had an interpreter and what she said was funny so its looking up
tonight after classes we went to the grudle (a dining hall) and got dinner and i def got pissed off at dinner because i felt that everyone was targetting me and i left the dining hall before everyone else did and i dono.. it just all pissed me off.. and after i got back to the dorm i went to colin and adams room and found out that adam decided over winter break that he ddnt have enough money to pay for school because he ddnt get a high enough gpa to keep his scholarship.. which sucks cause that is one more less of the wills crew.. mags, richard and now adam are all gone.. and with toast
TOAST HAS A FCKING GIRLFRIEND.. its not even that he is my exboyfriend.. its that he is my best friend.. we have the most fcked up relationship but im sure everyone would agree that the most fcked up relationships are the ones that you get sucked into and want to help the most
--my relationsihp with toast was, to me and my friends, so cute and so fcked up.. i always took care of him, made sure he was going to community service everyday (court order because he violated his probation of a felony violation of trespassing on UVM property), made sure that he was eating enough and when he was hungry i would swip him to buy food from the dining halls, and make sure he wasnt doing too many drugs everyday and not exceeding or selling more than he had to
when i went to see him tonight he told me his exgirlfriend was going to come out and let me in and i thought he may have meant just a girl that was a friend.. i noticed that he said girlfriend but tried to think past it and when i asked her if she was toast's friend she corrected me in saying that she was his girlfriend.. and what i know so far is that they have been dating for like a month and a half, they dont live together but he stays there everynight and that he doesnt talk to russell colin or erik as much anymore and that she got me the ounce that i was trying to pick up tongiht and that she is from florida and no one knows hwo the know each otehr.. it just sucks becceause he was my best friend and i alwyas took care of him in that way.. and no doubt he took care of me in other ways.. but i cant treat him the way i always have for so long.. and its just upsetting.. spec. after losing adam and richard
im leaving for tonight tho.. cu
tonight after classes we went to the grudle (a dining hall) and got dinner and i def got pissed off at dinner because i felt that everyone was targetting me and i left the dining hall before everyone else did and i dono.. it just all pissed me off.. and after i got back to the dorm i went to colin and adams room and found out that adam decided over winter break that he ddnt have enough money to pay for school because he ddnt get a high enough gpa to keep his scholarship.. which sucks cause that is one more less of the wills crew.. mags, richard and now adam are all gone.. and with toast
TOAST HAS A FCKING GIRLFRIEND.. its not even that he is my exboyfriend.. its that he is my best friend.. we have the most fcked up relationship but im sure everyone would agree that the most fcked up relationships are the ones that you get sucked into and want to help the most
--my relationsihp with toast was, to me and my friends, so cute and so fcked up.. i always took care of him, made sure he was going to community service everyday (court order because he violated his probation of a felony violation of trespassing on UVM property), made sure that he was eating enough and when he was hungry i would swip him to buy food from the dining halls, and make sure he wasnt doing too many drugs everyday and not exceeding or selling more than he had to
when i went to see him tonight he told me his exgirlfriend was going to come out and let me in and i thought he may have meant just a girl that was a friend.. i noticed that he said girlfriend but tried to think past it and when i asked her if she was toast's friend she corrected me in saying that she was his girlfriend.. and what i know so far is that they have been dating for like a month and a half, they dont live together but he stays there everynight and that he doesnt talk to russell colin or erik as much anymore and that she got me the ounce that i was trying to pick up tongiht and that she is from florida and no one knows hwo the know each otehr.. it just sucks becceause he was my best friend and i alwyas took care of him in that way.. and no doubt he took care of me in other ways.. but i cant treat him the way i always have for so long.. and its just upsetting.. spec. after losing adam and richard
im leaving for tonight tho.. cu