A new leaf...maybe?

[jithera]

So, we've moved to Salem. I hate this town, even now. It was bad enough to be here as a teen, worse now that I'm an adult. Don't get me wrong, I like living with my brothers and all, but I utterly hate this town.

At the moment though, my biggest worry is employment for Shane. We -need- to have money coming in, if we're to continue living here. He was supposed to have a job coming down here, but they're dragging it out. I don't know if it'll happen or not. I'm worried and just a bit impatient - he's dragging his feet as much as they are. I just want him out there looking. Something has to happen, right?

Unfortunately, he's throwing himself into gaming. What I'm seeing are almost halfhearted attempts, which aren't going to do much toward accomplishing this...

I'm trying to sell the washer and dryer, it's not working so far. I don't know what else we can sell to get enough to survive until he gets a paycheck coming in.

I need to find a doctor, and get the disability application in again. Finding the doctor is first though, and I can't do it until we've got the money to pay a doctor.

My mother is making me crazy.

I have, for the most part, retreated into myself lately. Not sure why, maybe it's an effort to keep myself calm and functioning.

So tired...