Dec 27, 2004 17:48
Well, I spoke to her about it. She reassured me that nothing happened, and part of me believes it. But part of me will never let those pictures go, even though they're really not that bad. I guess it's more the thought of what could have happened. I can tell when she's lying because she's a terrible liar. Some questions did go unanswered, and I'm not too entirely happy about them, but the important thing is that I don't think she did anything all that bad. At least nothing that I haven't done before while we were dating. I guess I'm so paranoid about it because she's different around her friends. I know I am as well, I'm just not sure how different she is, just like I'm sure she's not sure how different I am.
We also talked about our own bachelor/bachelorette parties. She said she doesn't want a stripper and I'm not so sure that's going to happen, knowing some of her friends. Personally, I don't really want one either. I know myself, and I know that if we had a private stripper or "escort" at my bachelor party, with a few drinks, I'd probably be inclined to sleep with her because, to be honest, I've never slept with anyone else. I've come mighty close and actually, depending on your definition of sex, it might be two girls. So I might make the mistake of acting on a desire to take one last swim in the ocean, so to speak. And everyone knows that sometimes, bachelor parties can get a little out of hand.
Is it wrong to think this way?