I think the main thing is, I've got to stop 'caring'. It doesn't really matter what other people think. I've got to stop projecting what I think they think on myself
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I'm going to look into getting into a programming class of some kind. What I really what to do is create. Create video games. I have a lot of ideas, but no 'creation skills'. So the first step to getting over that is to acquire at least one skill!
One thing, though, I'm not TOO aware of your circumstances, but there's a difference between not having a spine/not asserting yourself and never apologize. I know I'm all touchey feely progressive whatever and not the biggest fan of macho stuff, but I still think never apologizing kind of equates to never admitting faults or never admitting you've messed up. And everyone messes up. It just takes the bigger person to admit it and try to make up for it.
I have a habit of apologizing for things that I don't really need to. I often apologize because I "think" i've done something wrong when I really havent. Thats what I'm breaking.
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I'm going to look into getting into a programming class of some kind. What I really what to do is create. Create video games. I have a lot of ideas, but no 'creation skills'. So the first step to getting over that is to acquire at least one skill!
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