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Concerning The Crew:
What's happening?? Why are we all fighting? Why are we jeopardizing our friendships? Is this one of God's test, to test how strong our faith really is? I don't like this at all. Some of us are obviously losing sight of God. Right now I think we need to focus on and ONLY on the one most important thing in our life, God. Not relationships... personally with all the stuff going on in my life, especially now that my dad might be transferred(work) up north, I'm trying to deal, and I'm soley looking just to God for answers and I need to dedicate myself to that and only that right now and not get sidetracked along the way. I really wish all this could just disappear, but it can't and won't on its own. Please lets try to get things back to the way they used to be in the crew, when we were all just friends who were growing together for God...God. How did we ever lose sight of him? I am so ashamed for that. What we really ought to be doing is Submitting ourselves to God. I was trying to find something in the Bible, hoping God would show me something and he did, James 4:1-12. Read it. Also James 1:10-27.
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." (Proverbs 17:17)
"He who loves a quarrel loves sin; he who builds a high gate invites destructions." (Proverbs 17:19).
So yea, this all really sux. I hope we can move forward, all of us. My first step, is avoiding relationships, except with God, so that I can build a friendship with him, because I never did completely and he deserves that from me especially because of how much I have gotten sidetracked. But as for our friendships, I don't want to lose any of you guys. I've grown so much closer to God because of you all...
God Bless.
~Jill~