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Ben I'm a chicken. I'm afraid to ask her. I'm afraid that when she gives me the answer I don't want to hear, that I'll snap at her and shut her out again. So I'm afraid. I need like Kristina to come over and be there when I ask. Isn't this sad? Me afraid to ask if I can go to church. Ay yi yi.
Today was fun. I went to the guys Finals tonight. We came in 6th (ouch), but we remained in red division so that's good. A lot of personal bests and then of course some disappointment. Parker was upset. Blames himself for them losing. After Leagues I went to Tom's house for the guys sleepover. We watched The New Guy and ate food. Some guys were watching the movies, others playing cards, others playing Halo, and the rest were watching something else. It was fun but I left at 11:40 because I knew mom would start worrying. Anyway good day.
My mom said she was glad I got home when I did, cuz I guess the police are looking for somebody. A helicopter keeps flying over our house. Some insidence at the airport. Well I guess I'll go!
Lots of Love!!!
Jill