...wished I was a gym rat
So here is what I decided: I need a permanent gym buddy who will drag me to the gym and never flake out. Because Lord in Heaven knows I can't work out alone. Whenever I go to the gym alone, I always push myself too hard and too fast. I always end up feeling dizzy and nauseous because I don't give myself enough time to rest in between reps. Well the easy solution would be for me to take longer breaks in between right? Well, that doesn't work because I hate standing around. If I had a gym buddy with me then I can just wait for them to do their rep.
Or alternatively I can just take it easy when I go to the gym.
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I have a problem doing that. Taking it easy at the gym. I guess I try so desperately to be productive that I make myself sick and thus, render myself not very productive. Irony. My gym mentality is fucked. Because I'm desperate for change. ARGH, I NEED TO FUCKING LEARN HOW TO WORK OUT!! Lol, I feel like a dumb fuck.
On the same line I will never NEVER ever eat so early before going to the gym again. I felt horrifyingly sick today. I ran to the damn bathroom twice today while working out. My face was pale and my whole body broke out in cold sweat. I swear that my food was gonna up. I'm so bad with endorphin. Like that time I got both my eyebrow and my industrial done. Urgh, the fucking endorphin rush sent my stomach quivering and made me want to pass out.
In other news...I'm sleepy. It's a post gym effect. This has been an entry about going to the gym...by me. E.M.B.A.R.A.S.S.I.N.G
Or alternatively I can just take it easy when I go to the gym.
...
I have a problem doing that. Taking it easy at the gym. I guess I try so desperately to be productive that I make myself sick and thus, render myself not very productive. Irony. My gym mentality is fucked. Because I'm desperate for change. ARGH, I NEED TO FUCKING LEARN HOW TO WORK OUT!! Lol, I feel like a dumb fuck.
On the same line I will never NEVER ever eat so early before going to the gym again. I felt horrifyingly sick today. I ran to the damn bathroom twice today while working out. My face was pale and my whole body broke out in cold sweat. I swear that my food was gonna up. I'm so bad with endorphin. Like that time I got both my eyebrow and my industrial done. Urgh, the fucking endorphin rush sent my stomach quivering and made me want to pass out.
In other news...I'm sleepy. It's a post gym effect. This has been an entry about going to the gym...by me. E.M.B.A.R.A.S.S.I.N.G