What is this???

[jinxygatito]

well i don't know what is going on around the school but it seriously needs to stop. all of this drama is making me sick! i am tired of worrying about who's names i can't say around others, and vice versa. this is so stupid! we are freakin 16 and 17 years old, and this is how we act? how long have most of us been friends? too long to let some bs

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[badbrize]

I'm sorry that you feel like you are not good enough, because clearly that is not the case. But honestly I always got the idea that because we didn't have that much in common that you all didn't want to hang around me. It's generally a "Shut up Brigette" type deal. I don't have a problem with not sharing common interests because neither Angela or Dackory like a lot of the things I like, but they also don't make me feel bad for liking them. I have not dropped you all, at all

[jinxygatito]

i don't remember it being a "shut up brigette" thing. i know that you like manga, you know that i don't like manga. even though i don't like manga, i still respect you. and about the whole mall/movies thing. you know that i don't go anywhere. i don't do anything. the only thing i do is babysit. if i went to the movies i probably would invite you, same thing goes for the mall. i don't think that i ever mad eyou feel bad for liking any of the things you like. everyone has something they like, that others don't. i like the food network, everybody doesn't like that, but i don't blame them. maybe you should stop thinking that everybody is trying to ostrasize you, and start thinking about the ways in which you ostrasize yourself.

[badbrize]

Maybe you don't notice it but you have said that to me, on multiple occasions. If I do ostrasize myself, I do it after beind shot down by you or other people. I wish you'd stop making it seem like I'm the only person who is in the wrong here, because I haven't done anything out of the ordinary that I haven't been doing for the past two years.

And about the movies/mall thing I guess it wasn't to you, just ya'll in general, because you are not the only person (in the past few days) who came to me saying that it's my fault that we don't talk. When I see you, I speak, and I've never not been there if you needed someone to talk to. So I honestly don't know where any of this is coming from.

To me, this just seems like a way for you all to gang up on me at once. I just found out a few days ago that you even felt like that, and even Jenna, and I honestly don't think that's fair. I'm sorry, I know this is coming off bitchy in writing, so if you would like to talk to clear things we can talk later.

[jinxygatito]

sorry but i don't ever remember telling you to shut when you were talking about manga. i may have looked at you funny, or rolled my eyes but i don't remember telling you to shut up about manga. i also wanted to say that me coming to you with this has nothing to do with any one else. my entry was addressing everyone, and then i broke it down. the reason i said something is because i felt that this had gone on for far too long

[badbrize]

Perhaps you have a selective memory, but whatever. I don't see how you can put a lot of blame on me, when everything I do is a reaction to how others treat me. I didn't want to have to move on, but it does get really tiring to even see you roll your eyes about something that I care about. I've never rolled my eyes or done anything like that towards your food network obsession. When I come over your house I'll watch it with you, because it's not about what it is, it's about being with you. If I even look like I want to mention anything slightly Japanese almost everyone goes off the deep end. But it doesn't matter anymore, I'm not obsessed with it, not nearly as obsessed as Melodee and Jenna are with spanish. Or is that obsession okay

[jinxygatito]

whenever i am around jenna and mel they don't constantly talk about spanish culture. they may say a few words in spanish, but unless they are together, they don't really "obsess" over it.

obviously i can't make you understand, so i will just stop replying.