Aug 09, 2005 20:21
well today was a little brighter then the past week has been. someone told me they liked me idk but for some reason i felt a lil drawn to them like idk maybe my feelings were the same instantly. idk i think im starting to actually like him too his names chris cuevas idk if you wanna laugh then laugh but hes really sweet and a good guy slightly a prep so thats not that bad. but hes really nice to me and cute and sometimes funny not to mention my age and in my grade hes one of amandas exs and she thinks its cool and so does all my other friends. but he says he doesnt want a gf just yet cuz he wants focus on school and he cant focus if his thoughts are on me all the time but i mean if he likes me then his thoughts about me still will come whether were dating or not. id like to start talkin with him but idk i get this feeling that itll not happen, i hope it does. i need a good guy im tired of being screwed over or losing interest in a guy who i thought was a good guy i mean ive had horrible exs only a select few im still cool with. well idk wut do you ppl think i should do if you want to just tell me i need the advice luv yalls